new post! like finally hehehe. (:

school's been really busy! it's super ironic i cannot memorise the memory bit in psychology. so many parts to remember memory storage memory retrieval blahblahblah. then after that i need to read and learn about learning. -.-

oh yay i got A for my first stats assignment! haha despite having like 3 mistakes or smth. i guess it was really true when they said they won't look at your answers but will focus more on the amount of effort you put in (:

hmm missing the overseas peeps like crazy already. especially my beloved 6 years classmate :x japan should do the world a favour and make their shinkansen across the world. sigh. i miss everyone! suddenly very few friends. .__.

went back for maf that day! i really miss hwachong~ the people, the building, the teachers, the events, the atmosphere, the songs, the dances... everything. ): uni is so much different from jc! you're pretty much on your own... except when you meet the occasional hwachong-ian then you just suddenly start talking to the person and reminiscing about jc life. which brings back to the point on missing hc haha.

i miss MAD like crazy also D: we should have MAD gatherings more often. because there will never ever be another cca like MAD. ♥ even if i join blast next time it will be sooooo different! cuz mad has 15 people. and blast's intake is 80. i think i won't be able to remember everyone even after a year. -.- hmm but on the bright side at least there are still quite a lot of people i know around! so thats quite good haha. luckily i never study overseas. i think i will just melt away and emo in the corner friendless and lonely! ohwell but thats just me so yup.

♥ byebye~

wow i havent blogged in agesss. :O

hahas but im not intending to write a long post or anything!

just wanna say that BIDDING IS SO STRESSFUL.

okay lah not the whole bidding process, but rather the last 10 mins before bidding closes.

it's like watching the stock market.

every time you refresh the bid numbers change.

meh. hope i get the modules i want! :x

results out at 11pm!

okay maple time hahaha. last few days to play before school officially starts!

byebye~♥

Blog will be revived wef 13/05! :D

wow i have never felt like this in a longg longg time. .__.

like what liuyi says, 'concerned but restful in God'.
i prayed for the Lord to grant me inner peace and calm, and He really answered my prayer. :D

hmm i really need to reflect on my personal relationship with God... i feel that most of the time in my prayers i am just asking and asking for things, but not thanking Him enough. It's as though im using Him as the genie in the magic lamp, expecting Him to grant me whatever i wish. and i admit, when His answer to my prayer is 'no', i do get bitter and upset. im such a horrible person. ):

it's important to take a step back and look that everything that we have today; the position we're in, the company we're in, and how fortunate we are. it's really God's blessing that i am even able to take A levels in the first place, have a wonderful home, and not have to worry about my daily needs. God really works wonders in my life, He guides me through each day, and i can feel it (: i really thank Him for His bountiful blessings, and for listening to my prayers and cries to Him, although i am really a lost sheep who does not know what it's doing. God has planned a path for each and every one of us, and no matter what route He has in store for me, He will definitely carry me through, just like what He has been doing for the past 18+ years (:

so i don't pray that God will help me get good results tomorrow, but rather for Him to continue to guide me and watch over me, to use me in the furtherance of His kingdom, and to use my life to glorify Him. and i also want to thank Him for everything he has done for me and given to me, for He has made me who i am today. ((:

ah but deep down inside i'm still nervous and worried about tomorrow (although it would have been worse if i hadn't prayed). shall go pray about it later ((:

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

Proverbs 3:5-6

alright goodnight everyone!
jiayou for tomorrow :D

byebye~♥

hello everyonee (:

ahh my freedom is going to end soon cuz im starting work soon! ): hmm must make full use of whatever time i have left to playplayplay (:

ohwells but at least when i start work i'll earn money :D
so i wont be broke LIKE NOWW. D:

oh and i feel like changing my blog link. but idk what to change it to! ): hmmm.

meh okay shall go playyyy~

byebye~♥

first post of 2011(:

went to girvan and junning's birthday party todayy! hahas and played raving rabbids again (y) xD hahas i hereby conclude that its the ULTIMATE party game! :D grr stupid haojie bluff me say his pay only 2 bucks an hour and i cant believe i actually believed him wthh! D: BLAH. oh yes and happy birthday to you two :D so old 19 liao! :O hahas hoped you liked your presents(:

i received lorraine's postcard today! hahas she's so cute she used scotchtape and taped sand from Na'ama Bay (egypt) :D thanks friendo! ((: love youu and have fun okay! I WANT A CAMEL. omg i have always wondered how riding a camel felt like! it's like so high up O.O ahh i wanna go egypt too ):
where are you?
hahas witnessed something quite exciting on the bus today! the bus was quite full and people couldnt board cuz the people in the middle refused to move to the back (as usual). but this time it was different! there were like 3 seats in the back half of the bus. then after the alighting door there was TOTALLY no one standing there o.o and the people in front were squeezing like crazy, the bus driver was prompting people to move in, and people didnt budge. so there was this lady (sitting at the back half of the bus) who was asking this secondary school boy who was standing at the door to move in so that others could board! his bag was like really big and i dont think people could walk behind him. o.o then the boy was like blackfaced and moved in a little little bit lah. when the lady stood up to alight, the boy purposely walked all the way to the back of the bus and totally shoved past the lady. then he gave her a smug look -.-
what a horrible boy! D:

so much for the courtesy lion thingy o.o blehhh.
days. hours. minutes. seconds.
hmms omg for the past few days i've been sleeping at 2+ or 3+ doing random stuff like playing audition and watching videos on cooking (makes me even hungrier at night x.x) so i shall sleep earlier toda... oh wait. its 2am already.
frustrated.
._______.

byebye~♥

i shall blog on the last day of 2010! (:

first off, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LORRAINEE ♥
yayy its in your fav green! :D
have fun in egypt and please come back faster so we can go out soon! ((:
hahaha you're finally 18 my dear small friend :D please stop growing taller so some day i will be taller than you! (:

hmms time to reflect on this year (:

probably one of the most stressful years in my life so far (of course), with A levels :x but im glad it happened, and im even more glad that it's over :D

had charity 6 class gathering ytd at astons prime @ centrepoint! :D so happy so see so many people again after so many years :D hahas im guessing this was one of our more successful gatherings cuz people were really bored and free xD but yes! i was actually quite shocked by how many people who came :D
some people didnt change alot! like lynette and candice and xinyi and grace... hahas all still as happy as ever :D and still look exactly the same! hahas people like caipo and yuese and sidwyn looked so different! :O hmm we should have gatherings more often (: its quite interesting to find out how everyone's doing and hearing their recounts of things that happened in the past (: and it's really heartening to see everyone having so much fun together :D so even though we were sitting in some really random corner beside the warehouse entrance at scape, it was really fulfilling night :D thanks everyone and love you guyss~ ♥

mugging/school/MAD
hahas i probably mugged more this year than i have mugged in the last 4 years! hmm i dont really miss mugging... but i kind of miss the days when everyone was complaining together about how much they needed to study and how everyone was already starting to plan what they were going to do after A levels HAHA xD hmm i recently started to miss tutorials and lectures and just the normal school days :x i guess school will never be the same again!

athough everyone complains so much about the education system and how it's like a pressure cooker and everything, i guess school really forges close friendships that will last for life. all those days of studying/having fun/niaoing/eating together, all the time spent with each other, rantings, complaints. i think they really help strengthen and form strong bonds (i'm suddenly reminded of crystal lattice -.-) with everyone ((:

MAD!♥♥♥ ahh i miss everyone alreadyy. :x all the chionging for perfs, cleanups, pracs, dancenight, spastic stuff we do and the great fun times of hanging out with everyone :D i think this is a once in a lifetime experience that i know none of us would ever forget (: we've really grown to be a super bonded batch, and i love you guys like crazyyy! not just hiphoppers, but bboys and moderners as well :D i met so many new people and made so many great friends who were always there for me ^^ and although there were many ups and downs and happy times and emo times, i think everyone has had a super awesome dance journey with super awesome people :D

lovee 09S76 ♥ lovee hwachong students ♥ lovee MAD ♥
thanks for a really awesome 2 years ^^

churchies
hahas i cant believe we're 'graduating' from the normal sunday school alreadyy! wow some of us have known each other since kindergarten, so it's really great that we're all still attending church and growing in the Lord together :D jean claudia shenyang! :D thanks for being such great church buddies whom i have grown with for a really long time ♥ you guys are really awesome and it's really a blessing to have you all as such close friends :D thanks so much and hope we're in the same YABC class next yearr! :D

hmm i really have grown spritually this year and im really glad i did :D God really works wonders in my life, He's the one who is always by my side and giving me peace and comfort to deal with life's problems (: im really glad to be God's child and to be able to serve Him. :D i dont think i would have been able to pull through this year if not for the spiritual strength that i had, and i really want to thank God for everything, be it the good or bad times, for carrying me through it all. ♥

hmm i heeded someone's advice and signed up for driving today! hahas cuz someone was telling me maybe they are going to raise the min age to learn driving to 21, so i went to sign up today, since i want to learn driving anywayy haha xD so although i cant afford a car, i'll get my license before going to uni! which is cool xD hahaha (: but zomg even learning is so much more expensive than last time! now everything also must pay :O ohwells my dad's paying xD

ah 2010 went past super fast! 2011's going to be a completely new and exciting experience that i hope i will thoroughly enjoy! :D but i'll miss hwachong. and 58c bus rides. definitely :x

alright time to bathe and prepare to countdown with my familyy! :D

happy new year everyone! and may God bless all of you (:

byebye~♥