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Monday, November 09, 2009
op's on wednesday! and i havent memorised my script. D: ohwell. doesn't matter.
hmm so many things are happening concurrently. and it feels so horrible to be caught in the middle of some things. and it feels even worse when you see a friend suffering and you're just standing there feeling helpless, not knowing how to help.
i really dunno what the hell is wrong with her. i mean... how can you on the spot ask some group to present when they just told you that they are gonna scrap their current slides? and what the crap the group just told you that their script is not done up yet... and you just said 'then you should be doing up your script now and present later (during the same period).' like hello that is freaking unreasonable for goodness sake.
and whether people are doing well in school or not, what freaking right do you have to comment on that? 'doing well' or 'not doing well' is all in a matter of perspective. for some people, doing well may mean getting all As (even that may not be good enough for them), but for others, doing well may very well mean that they just get promoted. i have seen many people who just passed the promotion criteria and are very proud of themselves, and those who, because they couldnt get that last A, emo for a few days and vow to mug their guts out next year. so you see, its all in a matter of perspective, something that you will not understand.
and just because you are not in an exceptionally good mood today, doesn't mean that you can give really unreasonable requests, and having a totally sour face. if you don't like our class and you don't wanna teach us, you can just say, you know. because im sure most of us, if not all, feel the same way. yeah.
and being a teacher, just because you aren't in a good mood, i don't think it's right to openly say that 'i don't think it's very funny, and anyway (insert student name) isn't doing very well in school right?' im sorry, i don't really say alot of stuff like this, but i honestly truly think that you are unsuitable for the public sector and i hope that you will understand that soon, so that you will not jeopardise any more classes or groups, for that matter.
at least show you put in effort in what you're doing at least turn up punctually for class at least correct our mistakes at least show that you care
i mean... isn't that what all teachers are supposed to do?
look. i haven't seen her in this state before, you know. and although i can't really relate to what she's going through now, i can see you've reduced her to a state where she actually feels helpless.
completely helpless.
she really doesn't know what to do. to just watch it unfold before her very eyes and feel herself getting torn into bits, or to do something and risk everything.
after all she's done for you... at least show you appreciate her for standing by you, right? how can you do this and still don't feel a thing.
i really don't understand.
don't worry, God will catch you through it all. have faith (:
wahh. ): Econs hmm econs i dunno whether to say hard or easy. cuz i have no idea whether i screwed up... it's like during the exam i just had this information overload, then i just wrote in whatever i thought of. so my part a essay had micro and macro mixed together. :x ah but overall i guess it was fine, although abit sian that fiscal policy didnt come out ): i memorized the whole thingg D: ahwell i hope pass, at least. :/
hmm chem tomorrow! i hope i do reasonably well! i prepared quite a fair bit for chem.. doing all the mcqs in the small colourful booklet stuff (: except for organic chem. :/ my organic chem is zzz. nvm i shall go mug it later i think i should be fine!
okayys people jiayou for chem (for those taking chem) yah! (: only a few days of hell more!
... and so it begins. ): GP wah paper 1 was... unexpected. although i didnt mug for euthanasia and abortion (phew :/) i thought would come out leh. or at least some general question pertaining to science and ethics. haha but nope! weird questions came out. lol. hmm i really prepared quite a fair bit for sci and tech, so quite sian when couldnt use the stuff i memoed. :/ but at least i know some stuff abt media also! hahas should be okay i guess. :/
paper 2 was zzz. sian. 1st thing. the stupid summary took up a large proportion of my time (omg my econs knowledge is coming in) which led to me having insufficient time for AQ which actually didnt matter so much since my AQ was like the same as my essay omg cuz on media also -.-yeah. my hand just gged. :/
hahas. okay now 1 down 4 to go! jiayou people (: let's look fwd to an awesome friday yeah. (: (doesn't apply to the sad lucky physics people who have the weekend to study ((: jiayou yah xD)
i'm SEVENTEEN. :D hohoho! thankyou all for your wonderfully awesome birthday wishes! :D
lorraine jasmine siwei liuyi qianrui daryll matthew ryan wangchi junan cherie xining jiehan shenyang sarahcheang sarahlim russellleong mabel siyu larry jonj nicole zihui kevintoh bojia alan kuanhe zhicong nicholaschua christina regina matthewyeo alethea michellekang xining hilary shanin alina shiyuan chouyun kevintham desheng serene weisheng michael nicolea sweehoon edwyna kuanyue lynette bailu zongbin yingci linying alexandra jean trixie theresa zhanhao jiale yunhao huiming daniel chaychoong yanxi yiran stefhsu derek xiaohan ann mingrun jiawen siewying valeriegay yumi oh and of course my nicenice family :D (please tell me if i missed out anybody!)
thankyou all for making this day so awesomely special and enjoyable! :D and HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY TO YOU ALL :D
haha and the two funny people in PURPLE wished me happy birthday through sms, msn, facebook, email, blog and whatever possible mediums that are available. :D HAHA thankyou yahhs~ loveyouguys (:
and yes! xining and jiehan! thanks for the super mfebgnre AA shirt! LOVE IT ZOMG it's super nice :D THANKYOUUU! and daryllng! thanks for the ajisen treat yah! THANKYOUU :D :D :D HAHA andqian siyufor the tehbing HAHA :D
had dope dinner at newyork newyork today! wah seriously super nice :D haha ohwell! but ex also lahh!
haha yes oh and happy birthday in advance to KUANYUE. (2nd oct) :D YOUNGER THAN ME HAH kuanyue didi. (: anw happy bdae in advance :D
yupps! thats all folks! hope being 17 will be as awesome as being 16 :D mug hard people~ let's ace promos! ♥
op's on wednesday! and i havent memorised my script. D: ohwell. doesn't matter.
hmm so many things are happening concurrently. and it feels so horrible to be caught in the middle of some things. and it feels even worse when you see a friend suffering and you're just standing there feeling helpless, not knowing how to help.
i really dunno what the hell is wrong with her. i mean... how can you on the spot ask some group to present when they just told you that they are gonna scrap their current slides? and what the crap the group just told you that their script is not done up yet... and you just said 'then you should be doing up your script now and present later (during the same period).' like hello that is freaking unreasonable for goodness sake.
and whether people are doing well in school or not, what freaking right do you have to comment on that? 'doing well' or 'not doing well' is all in a matter of perspective. for some people, doing well may mean getting all As (even that may not be good enough for them), but for others, doing well may very well mean that they just get promoted. i have seen many people who just passed the promotion criteria and are very proud of themselves, and those who, because they couldnt get that last A, emo for a few days and vow to mug their guts out next year. so you see, its all in a matter of perspective, something that you will not understand.
and just because you are not in an exceptionally good mood today, doesn't mean that you can give really unreasonable requests, and having a totally sour face. if you don't like our class and you don't wanna teach us, you can just say, you know. because im sure most of us, if not all, feel the same way. yeah.
and being a teacher, just because you aren't in a good mood, i don't think it's right to openly say that 'i don't think it's very funny, and anyway (insert student name) isn't doing very well in school right?' im sorry, i don't really say alot of stuff like this, but i honestly truly think that you are unsuitable for the public sector and i hope that you will understand that soon, so that you will not jeopardise any more classes or groups, for that matter.
at least show you put in effort in what you're doing at least turn up punctually for class at least correct our mistakes at least show that you care
i mean... isn't that what all teachers are supposed to do?
look. i haven't seen her in this state before, you know. and although i can't really relate to what she's going through now, i can see you've reduced her to a state where she actually feels helpless.
completely helpless.
she really doesn't know what to do. to just watch it unfold before her very eyes and feel herself getting torn into bits, or to do something and risk everything.
after all she's done for you... at least show you appreciate her for standing by you, right? how can you do this and still don't feel a thing.
i really don't understand.
don't worry, God will catch you through it all. have faith (:
wahh. ): Econs hmm econs i dunno whether to say hard or easy. cuz i have no idea whether i screwed up... it's like during the exam i just had this information overload, then i just wrote in whatever i thought of. so my part a essay had micro and macro mixed together. :x ah but overall i guess it was fine, although abit sian that fiscal policy didnt come out ): i memorized the whole thingg D: ahwell i hope pass, at least. :/
hmm chem tomorrow! i hope i do reasonably well! i prepared quite a fair bit for chem.. doing all the mcqs in the small colourful booklet stuff (: except for organic chem. :/ my organic chem is zzz. nvm i shall go mug it later i think i should be fine!
okayys people jiayou for chem (for those taking chem) yah! (: only a few days of hell more!
... and so it begins. ): GP wah paper 1 was... unexpected. although i didnt mug for euthanasia and abortion (phew :/) i thought would come out leh. or at least some general question pertaining to science and ethics. haha but nope! weird questions came out. lol. hmm i really prepared quite a fair bit for sci and tech, so quite sian when couldnt use the stuff i memoed. :/ but at least i know some stuff abt media also! hahas should be okay i guess. :/
paper 2 was zzz. sian. 1st thing. the stupid summary took up a large proportion of my time (omg my econs knowledge is coming in) which led to me having insufficient time for AQ which actually didnt matter so much since my AQ was like the same as my essay omg cuz on media also -.-yeah. my hand just gged. :/
hahas. okay now 1 down 4 to go! jiayou people (: let's look fwd to an awesome friday yeah. (: (doesn't apply to the sad lucky physics people who have the weekend to study ((: jiayou yah xD)
i'm SEVENTEEN. :D hohoho! thankyou all for your wonderfully awesome birthday wishes! :D
lorraine jasmine siwei liuyi qianrui daryll matthew ryan wangchi junan cherie xining jiehan shenyang sarahcheang sarahlim russellleong mabel siyu larry jonj nicole zihui kevintoh bojia alan kuanhe zhicong nicholaschua christina regina matthewyeo alethea michellekang xining hilary shanin alina shiyuan chouyun kevintham desheng serene weisheng michael nicolea sweehoon edwyna kuanyue lynette bailu zongbin yingci linying alexandra jean trixie theresa zhanhao jiale yunhao huiming daniel chaychoong yanxi yiran stefhsu derek xiaohan ann mingrun jiawen siewying valeriegay yumi oh and of course my nicenice family :D (please tell me if i missed out anybody!)
thankyou all for making this day so awesomely special and enjoyable! :D and HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY TO YOU ALL :D
haha and the two funny people in PURPLE wished me happy birthday through sms, msn, facebook, email, blog and whatever possible mediums that are available. :D HAHA thankyou yahhs~ loveyouguys (:
and yes! xining and jiehan! thanks for the super mfebgnre AA shirt! LOVE IT ZOMG it's super nice :D THANKYOUUU! and daryllng! thanks for the ajisen treat yah! THANKYOUU :D :D :D HAHA andqian siyufor the tehbing HAHA :D
had dope dinner at newyork newyork today! wah seriously super nice :D haha ohwell! but ex also lahh!
haha yes oh and happy birthday in advance to KUANYUE. (2nd oct) :D YOUNGER THAN ME HAH kuanyue didi. (: anw happy bdae in advance :D
yupps! thats all folks! hope being 17 will be as awesome as being 16 :D mug hard people~ let's ace promos! ♥
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