hmm since im slightly free and bored, i shall update! (:

i hate flu ): its like yucky and disgusting and it totally ruins your mood to do anything. :x hmm after break today i went to sickbay from 12-2.30 (supposed to be until 1 i think, but i slept till 2.30 :x), and then i went home after that. haha quite amusing. ohwell but this means i need to do gp essay at home... which kinda sucks ):

ah cuz of stupid flu cannot go prac today, and i don't think i'll be able to go for anan tmr... im still running a fever D: i hope im better by afternoon or something... if not i cannot go fuyo to support ppl also! that's just super sad :/ blah D:

ytd the MAD ppl celebrated pinghui, qianrui and vern's birthday! :D hahaha happy birthday you all! :D the cake mabel bought was super pretty and was very nice too (maybe it contributed to my burning throat D:) so i ate many many slices HAHA. all the chocolatey goodness ^^ whee then prac at blackbox! was quite nua cuz i was really quite tired... :x OH and matthew and ja's new red sweatpants started 'moulting'. HAHAHA. xD at first they didnt realise! then after awhile they suddenly realised the blackbox floor was full of red furballs LOL xD then cherie was commenting how with each wash, their sweatpants will become thinner and thinner xD then matthew looked super distraught xD damn funny ((:

haha spending time with the hoppers trains abs de xD laugh until can die ((:

oh and i happened to hear about something ytd! quite irritated with some ppl yeah, but ohwells there's really nothing much i can do about it yeah?

don't assume that since the people you're talking bad about aren't there, they won't get to know what you said about them. what more if you're talking about a whole group of people, who happen to have very wide connections, if you haven't realised already. if you don't have the interest in whatever we're doing, why even join us in the first place? for the sake of being part of the supposed 'high profile'? for fun? whatever for?

i don't know if everyone has the same opinion as me, but i think attutide is THE factor that brings you far in whatever you're doing. i believe that the people im talking about have aptitude, if not they would not have stood out from the masses. but really, although cliche, attitude is alot more important than aptitude. so what if you have the capacity to become one of the best? the empty space there (capacity) needs to be filled up with hard work, a receptive mind and a heart to learn (attitude), before you are able to reach your fullest potential. arrogance, unwillingness to accept opinions, having no interest in working on what you have and expanding it to further improve yourself, these are the factors that will, no matter fast or slow, SURELY lead to your downfall. im not talking about downfall only in this aspect, but downfall as a person. because i think a positive attitude is not something that must be cultivated with every activity you take up, but is rather part of one's value system, and this element in his/her value system is the very key in allowing one him/her to maximize his/her potential.

and no matter how limitless you think the internet is, there is always the miniscule chance that people you know will stumble on something you posted on this world-wide database, and who knows? it may be something bad about them. i believe that everyone is responsible for whatever they say, post, write, publish, whatever. as long as it goes into the public domain, everyone is accountable for their own words. so please, watch whatever you post and comment on. especially if it's on a favourite site like youtube.com.

hmm it's 10 now! i hope the panadol flumax works so i can recover by tmr! (:
oh and jiayou to the bboys for fuyo tomorrow! BANKAI! :D
yupps alright time to go do something more productive! ^^

byebye~
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