wow i have never felt like this in a longg longg time. .__.
like what liuyi says, 'concerned but restful in God'.
i prayed for the Lord to grant me inner peace and calm, and He really answered my prayer. :D
hmm i really need to reflect on my personal relationship with God... i feel that most of the time in my prayers i am just asking and asking for things, but not thanking Him enough. It's as though im using Him as the genie in the magic lamp, expecting Him to grant me whatever i wish. and i admit, when His answer to my prayer is 'no', i do get bitter and upset. im such a horrible person. ):
it's important to take a step back and look that everything that we have today; the position we're in, the company we're in, and how fortunate we are. it's really God's blessing that i am even able to take A levels in the first place, have a wonderful home, and not have to worry about my daily needs. God really works wonders in my life, He guides me through each day, and i can feel it (: i really thank Him for His bountiful blessings, and for listening to my prayers and cries to Him, although i am really a lost sheep who does not know what it's doing. God has planned a path for each and every one of us, and no matter what route He has in store for me, He will definitely carry me through, just like what He has been doing for the past 18+ years (:
so i don't pray that God will help me get good results tomorrow, but rather for Him to continue to guide me and watch over me, to use me in the furtherance of His kingdom, and to use my life to glorify Him. and i also want to thank Him for everything he has done for me and given to me, for He has made me who i am today. ((:
ah but deep down inside i'm still nervous and worried about tomorrow (although it would have been worse if i hadn't prayed). shall go pray about it later ((:
jiayou for tomorrow :D
byebye~♥
like what liuyi says, 'concerned but restful in God'.
i prayed for the Lord to grant me inner peace and calm, and He really answered my prayer. :D
hmm i really need to reflect on my personal relationship with God... i feel that most of the time in my prayers i am just asking and asking for things, but not thanking Him enough. It's as though im using Him as the genie in the magic lamp, expecting Him to grant me whatever i wish. and i admit, when His answer to my prayer is 'no', i do get bitter and upset. im such a horrible person. ):
it's important to take a step back and look that everything that we have today; the position we're in, the company we're in, and how fortunate we are. it's really God's blessing that i am even able to take A levels in the first place, have a wonderful home, and not have to worry about my daily needs. God really works wonders in my life, He guides me through each day, and i can feel it (: i really thank Him for His bountiful blessings, and for listening to my prayers and cries to Him, although i am really a lost sheep who does not know what it's doing. God has planned a path for each and every one of us, and no matter what route He has in store for me, He will definitely carry me through, just like what He has been doing for the past 18+ years (:
so i don't pray that God will help me get good results tomorrow, but rather for Him to continue to guide me and watch over me, to use me in the furtherance of His kingdom, and to use my life to glorify Him. and i also want to thank Him for everything he has done for me and given to me, for He has made me who i am today. ((:
ah but deep down inside i'm still nervous and worried about tomorrow (although it would have been worse if i hadn't prayed). shall go pray about it later ((:
alright goodnight everyone!Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
Proverbs 3:5-6
jiayou for tomorrow :D
byebye~♥