sarahhh. :D

2011-09-17T14:23:00.011+08:00

new post! like finally hehehe. (:

school's been really busy! it's super ironic i cannot memorise the memory bit in psychology. so many parts to remember memory storage memory retrieval blahblahblah. then after that i need to read and learn about learning. -.-

oh yay i got A for my first stats assignment! haha despite having like 3 mistakes or smth. i guess it was really true when they said they won't look at your answers but will focus more on the amount of effort you put in (:

hmm missing the overseas peeps like crazy already. especially my beloved 6 years classmate :x japan should do the world a favour and make their shinkansen across the world. sigh. i miss everyone! suddenly very few friends. .__.

went back for maf that day! i really miss hwachong~ the people, the building, the teachers, the events, the atmosphere, the songs, the dances... everything. ): uni is so much different from jc! you're pretty much on your own... except when you meet the occasional hwachong-ian then you just suddenly start talking to the person and reminiscing about jc life. which brings back to the point on missing hc haha.

i miss MAD like crazy also D: we should have MAD gatherings more often. because there will never ever be another cca like MAD. ♥ even if i join blast next time it will be sooooo different! cuz mad has 15 people. and blast's intake is 80. i think i won't be able to remember everyone even after a year. -.- hmm but on the bright side at least there are still quite a lot of people i know around! so thats quite good haha. luckily i never study overseas. i think i will just melt away and emo in the corner friendless and lonely! ohwell but thats just me so yup.

♥ byebye~

2011-07-29T17:39:00.008+08:00

wow i havent blogged in agesss. :O

hahas but im not intending to write a long post or anything!

just wanna say that BIDDING IS SO STRESSFUL.

okay lah not the whole bidding process, but rather the last 10 mins before bidding closes.

it's like watching the stock market.

every time you refresh the bid numbers change.

meh. hope i get the modules i want! :x

results out at 11pm!

okay maple time hahaha. last few days to play before school officially starts!

byebye~♥

2011-05-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

Blog will be revived wef 13/05! :D

2011-03-03T23:50:00.013+08:00

wow i have never felt like this in a longg longg time. .__.

like what liuyi says, 'concerned but restful in God'.
i prayed for the Lord to grant me inner peace and calm, and He really answered my prayer. :D

hmm i really need to reflect on my personal relationship with God... i feel that most of the time in my prayers i am just asking and asking for things, but not thanking Him enough. It's as though im using Him as the genie in the magic lamp, expecting Him to grant me whatever i wish. and i admit, when His answer to my prayer is 'no', i do get bitter and upset. im such a horrible person. ):

it's important to take a step back and look that everything that we have today; the position we're in, the company we're in, and how fortunate we are. it's really God's blessing that i am even able to take A levels in the first place, have a wonderful home, and not have to worry about my daily needs. God really works wonders in my life, He guides me through each day, and i can feel it (: i really thank Him for His bountiful blessings, and for listening to my prayers and cries to Him, although i am really a lost sheep who does not know what it's doing. God has planned a path for each and every one of us, and no matter what route He has in store for me, He will definitely carry me through, just like what He has been doing for the past 18+ years (:

so i don't pray that God will help me get good results tomorrow, but rather for Him to continue to guide me and watch over me, to use me in the furtherance of His kingdom, and to use my life to glorify Him. and i also want to thank Him for everything he has done for me and given to me, for He has made me who i am today. ((:

ah but deep down inside i'm still nervous and worried about tomorrow (although it would have been worse if i hadn't prayed). shall go pray about it later ((:

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
Proverbs 3:5-6

alright goodnight everyone!
jiayou for tomorrow :D

byebye~♥

2011-01-27T21:35:00.002+08:00

hello everyonee (:

ahh my freedom is going to end soon cuz im starting work soon! ): hmm must make full use of whatever time i have left to playplayplay (:

ohwells but at least when i start work i'll earn money :D
so i wont be broke LIKE NOWW. D:

oh and i feel like changing my blog link. but idk what to change it to! ): hmmm.

meh okay shall go playyyy~

byebye~♥

2011-01-08T01:45:00.003+08:00

first post of 2011(:

went to girvan and junning's birthday party todayy! hahas and played raving rabbids again (y) xD hahas i hereby conclude that its the ULTIMATE party game! :D grr stupid haojie bluff me say his pay only 2 bucks an hour and i cant believe i actually believed him wthh! D: BLAH. oh yes and happy birthday to you two :D so old 19 liao! :O hahas hoped you liked your presents(:

i received lorraine's postcard today! hahas she's so cute she used scotchtape and taped sand from Na'ama Bay (egypt) :D thanks friendo! ((: love youu and have fun okay! I WANT A CAMEL. omg i have always wondered how riding a camel felt like! it's like so high up O.O ahh i wanna go egypt too ):
where are you?
hahas witnessed something quite exciting on the bus today! the bus was quite full and people couldnt board cuz the people in the middle refused to move to the back (as usual). but this time it was different! there were like 3 seats in the back half of the bus. then after the alighting door there was TOTALLY no one standing there o.o and the people in front were squeezing like crazy, the bus driver was prompting people to move in, and people didnt budge. so there was this lady (sitting at the back half of the bus) who was asking this secondary school boy who was standing at the door to move in so that others could board! his bag was like really big and i dont think people could walk behind him. o.o then the boy was like blackfaced and moved in a little little bit lah. when the lady stood up to alight, the boy purposely walked all the way to the back of the bus and totally shoved past the lady. then he gave her a smug look -.-
what a horrible boy! D:

so much for the courtesy lion thingy o.o blehhh.
days. hours. minutes. seconds.
hmms omg for the past few days i've been sleeping at 2+ or 3+ doing random stuff like playing audition and watching videos on cooking (makes me even hungrier at night x.x) so i shall sleep earlier toda... oh wait. its 2am already.
frustrated.
._______.

byebye~♥

2010-12-31T22:10:00.007+08:00

i shall blog on the last day of 2010! (:

first off, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LORRAINEE ♥
yayy its in your fav green! :D
have fun in egypt and please come back faster so we can go out soon! ((:
hahaha you're finally 18 my dear small friend :D please stop growing taller so some day i will be taller than you! (:

hmms time to reflect on this year (:

probably one of the most stressful years in my life so far (of course), with A levels :x but im glad it happened, and im even more glad that it's over :D

had charity 6 class gathering ytd at astons prime @ centrepoint! :D so happy so see so many people again after so many years :D hahas im guessing this was one of our more successful gatherings cuz people were really bored and free xD but yes! i was actually quite shocked by how many people who came :D
some people didnt change alot! like lynette and candice and xinyi and grace... hahas all still as happy as ever :D and still look exactly the same! hahas people like caipo and yuese and sidwyn looked so different! :O hmm we should have gatherings more often (: its quite interesting to find out how everyone's doing and hearing their recounts of things that happened in the past (: and it's really heartening to see everyone having so much fun together :D so even though we were sitting in some really random corner beside the warehouse entrance at scape, it was really fulfilling night :D thanks everyone and love you guyss~ ♥

mugging/school/MAD
hahas i probably mugged more this year than i have mugged in the last 4 years! hmm i dont really miss mugging... but i kind of miss the days when everyone was complaining together about how much they needed to study and how everyone was already starting to plan what they were going to do after A levels HAHA xD hmm i recently started to miss tutorials and lectures and just the normal school days :x i guess school will never be the same again!

athough everyone complains so much about the education system and how it's like a pressure cooker and everything, i guess school really forges close friendships that will last for life. all those days of studying/having fun/niaoing/eating together, all the time spent with each other, rantings, complaints. i think they really help strengthen and form strong bonds (i'm suddenly reminded of crystal lattice -.-) with everyone ((:

MAD!♥♥♥ ahh i miss everyone alreadyy. :x all the chionging for perfs, cleanups, pracs, dancenight, spastic stuff we do and the great fun times of hanging out with everyone :D i think this is a once in a lifetime experience that i know none of us would ever forget (: we've really grown to be a super bonded batch, and i love you guys like crazyyy! not just hiphoppers, but bboys and moderners as well :D i met so many new people and made so many great friends who were always there for me ^^ and although there were many ups and downs and happy times and emo times, i think everyone has had a super awesome dance journey with super awesome people :D

lovee 09S76 ♥ lovee hwachong students ♥ lovee MAD ♥
thanks for a really awesome 2 years ^^

churchies
hahas i cant believe we're 'graduating' from the normal sunday school alreadyy! wow some of us have known each other since kindergarten, so it's really great that we're all still attending church and growing in the Lord together :D jean claudia shenyang! :D thanks for being such great church buddies whom i have grown with for a really long time ♥ you guys are really awesome and it's really a blessing to have you all as such close friends :D thanks so much and hope we're in the same YABC class next yearr! :D

hmm i really have grown spritually this year and im really glad i did :D God really works wonders in my life, He's the one who is always by my side and giving me peace and comfort to deal with life's problems (: im really glad to be God's child and to be able to serve Him. :D i dont think i would have been able to pull through this year if not for the spiritual strength that i had, and i really want to thank God for everything, be it the good or bad times, for carrying me through it all. ♥

hmm i heeded someone's advice and signed up for driving today! hahas cuz someone was telling me maybe they are going to raise the min age to learn driving to 21, so i went to sign up today, since i want to learn driving anywayy haha xD so although i cant afford a car, i'll get my license before going to uni! which is cool xD hahaha (: but zomg even learning is so much more expensive than last time! now everything also must pay :O ohwells my dad's paying xD

ah 2010 went past super fast! 2011's going to be a completely new and exciting experience that i hope i will thoroughly enjoy! :D but i'll miss hwachong. and 58c bus rides. definitely :x

alright time to bathe and prepare to countdown with my familyy! :D

happy new year everyone! and may God bless all of you (:

byebye~♥

2010-12-28T20:39:00.003+08:00

wow its going to be the 2011 already :O
annoyedddddd.-.-
hais im so bored i should really go find a job soon! at least can earn some moneyyyy :D
I WANT TO DRIVE.
your tone speaks volumes.
but whats the point of learning when i cannot afford a car -.- 70k COE is crazy. demand-pull inflation. -.-

blahhh okay shall go bathe and think about what to do tomorrow hahaha (:

byebye~♥

2010-12-09T20:26:00.003+08:00

wah havent blogged in so longgg! hahas im quite bored of tagging prom photos so i shall blog. (:

cannot dance alrr omg i think my muscles turned into fats/bones D: todays anan abs training thingy was super pain almost died D: hais and dunno why like cannot remember moves le. ): must dance more! rawr ):

anyways prom was fun :D hahas although i only ate the appetizer and soup and noodles. .___. hmm ohwell treat it as an expensive camwhoring session bahh. (: took manymany photos! :D hais still so fat must dance more and jianfeii D: hahas liuyi super pretty lahh! eyes suddenly become nice and big. (: prettyyyy. :D hahas and many of the guys looked like waiters :/ then like cannot differentiate haha xD ohwells (:

hmm thanks qianrui and ahwee for lending me camera :D and whoever's i borrowed and took pictures with! (: hahas die if lowqianrui really collect 10c for each photo she took for me really will be bankrupt le :x

wah super free now .__. before As keep wishing As were over, then now that it's over then there's nothing much to do .__. sometimes i wonder if the education system is such that it only prepares us for exams, and after an exam is over we prepare for the next. so now that exams are really officially over, there's suddenly really nothing to do. hmm. what a strange system. ohwells looks like i needa start finding work soon (:

hahas i noticed almost everyone's blogs have at least one paragraph where they just randomly muse about something that comes to their mind, so i shall do the same (cuz maybe in the future i'll read these posts and realise how i was xD) i really admire people who are able to tell everything and anything to anyone, without restraint at all. it's like these people don't really care about what others feel, but just straight out tell them their thoughts. though it may be offensive many a time, these are the people who you know you can always rely on to give their honest opinion. hahas i would really like friends who are like that (: but perhaps people who are more sensitive would hate these people cuz of their bluntness. hmm.

wah im so bored my mind is wandering and wandering. now i can't even tell weekends from weekdays HAHA. fail. ohwell (:

alright time to bathe (:

byebye~♥

2010-09-17T21:08:00.007+08:00

hmm one week down, one more week to go! hahas but most of the tiring papers are over already... so i guess now im slightly more qing1 song1 haha :D

there's something wrong with my mousehunt toolbar -.- it says im 79% legendary and im using combat cheese. when im like 97% hero and at derr dunes. -.- rubbish thing hahaha :D

really really mentally exhausted after one week of mugging and stuff :x its like the vicious cycle of come back nap awhile study till wee hours in the morning and take exam and blah. ): must study study more more to boost confidence level hahas. (: especially math :x its like i keep thinking something went wrong somewhere. ):

hmmm studystudystudy. can't really to imagine what life would be like after As. its like now the only thing thats on my mind is studying. :x so sad ): so i guess after As maybe i'll feel super empty inside... the kind of feeling that's like 'now that it's over... what's next?' hahas i still think this kind of exams are pointless in terms of giving students knowledge. like hello not like i'll remember that adenosine deaminase breaks down deoxyadenosine that is formed from the catabolism of purines (if that is even correct) after 1 year -.-

oh and so cute of mrs foo to ask the whole bio cohort to sing a birthday song for mrs sim after today's paper 3 ended. xD hahahaha mrs sim was super paiseh xD

okay off i go to slackkk. :D shall do stats laterrr (:

byebye~
♥

2010-09-02T19:11:00.002+08:00

hahaha i feel guilty for neglecting my blog for so long so i shall update :D

gp today!

hmm half of the hall wrote the genetic engineering question :x ah and i thought that everyone will bunch at the human rights question :x ohwells guess many many essays will have golden rice and GM salmon and Bt corn inside xD hahaha the (very tired) bio department must be so proud xD

shall take a short break and watch tv first then study later :D

byebye~
♥

2010-09-01T19:55:00.004+08:00

wow i havent blogged in a looooooooooong time!
sorry blog you have been lonely :x

anyway just wanted to share a nice bible passage that jean showed me in church last sunday (:

1 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
(Ecclesiastes 3:1-8)

sometimes its these verses that you accidentally chance upon that will mean the world to you (:

and i guess now is a time to study :x

♥jiayou everyone(:

2010-07-14T17:20:00.001+08:00

immense hiatusssssss!
shall blog when i have time and i have the mood to blog (:

bye friendssssss
~

2010-05-29T15:42:00.001+08:00

one more day!
jiayou everyone let's do this yeah :D

transcenDANCE 2010. ((:
moo.
byebye~
♥

2010-05-10T12:13:00.004+08:00

hello(:

ohmy my 'this week' became like 2 weeks later HAHA. :x oops. really busy with stuff :/
hais i have curfew D: cuz i screwed blocks, my parents are making me go home at a specified time everyday... :/ then i need to tell them where i go and what time i will be back and stuff. its like a really super duper controlled thingy. :/

hmm especially when there are prac days and i have no idea what time it would end because sometimes it will end early and sometimes it will end late... so it's really hard to tell them! and salt runs ... :x every single salt run when i finally check my phone towards the end of it i'll find many many missed calls and smses asking me to go home quickly and stop wasting my time in school or something. ): hais really sian sometimes.

but i also know that i brought this on myself lah, like not putting in my best for the more important academic stuff. (i've not been doing so for the past... 4 years...? yeah. except higher chinese O level and the A level SPAs. that one i really put my heart and soul into mugging. :x) hmm must really really catch up already and prioritize!

ah hate mugging D:

hmm dancenight's coming and many many stuffs are still not completed and finalised... somehow i dont really see the sense of urgency (zomg UG term xD) in alot of people, but i guess as it draws closer people start to do things more efficiently? mmhmm.
hmm.
haha i think the MAD alumni item is gonna be awesomeeee. i wanna learn waacking HAHA suddenly inspired to learn it. xD
hiding my own negative emotions...
ohoh! and il bacio was nice! whee jasmine sang. (: i was quite surprised! (how could you not tell me you were singing zomg jasmineweeeeeeeeeee D:) hahas grats to all the guitar people for the awesome concert (: wheee. :D i wanna go band concerttt. have lorraine! but it's like 1 day before dancenight... hope i can go! :x
so others would be happier...
hahas actually really nothing much to update except that my life is really busy now so im still daoing my angel and mortal (IM SO SORRY D:)... hmm hope can write to them soon or something. (:
is that a good thing? :/
hmm okay time to study for chem SPA! jiayou to everyone who hasn't taken their SPAs (:
oh and grats to juniors who got dance i/cs! :D
ohoh! and i wanna do the bridge announcement for dancenight! :D :D :D
ohwells.
byebye~
♥

2010-04-26T22:02:00.005+08:00

wah i've been like super duper busy with all the rushing of tutorials, pracs, SL and stuff, so i didnt have the time to blog for a very long time ):

my blogging hiatus shall end soon!

shall update this week (: maybe on saturday or something. (:

and im so sorry to my angel and mortal for daoing you all for so long ): i'll reply soon okay! (especially my angel i havent replied her in weeks D: or maybe even a month omg! D:)

oh and please feed cookie at the side there >>>
there was one point of time when he was starving D: like the fullness bar was near to zero! oh you can feed him by dragging the food and dropping it on him. (:
(btw cookie's the cat, not the random other pet!)

okayy back to chionging tutorials! ):

byebye~
♥

2010-04-09T21:10:00.004+08:00

hmm since im slightly free and bored, i shall update! (:

i hate flu ): its like yucky and disgusting and it totally ruins your mood to do anything. :x hmm after break today i went to sickbay from 12-2.30 (supposed to be until 1 i think, but i slept till 2.30 :x), and then i went home after that. haha quite amusing. ohwell but this means i need to do gp essay at home... which kinda sucks ):

ah cuz of stupid flu cannot go prac today, and i don't think i'll be able to go for anan tmr... im still running a fever D: i hope im better by afternoon or something... if not i cannot go fuyo to support ppl also! that's just super sad :/ blah D:

ytd the MAD ppl celebrated pinghui, qianrui and vern's birthday! :D hahaha happy birthday you all! :D the cake mabel bought was super pretty and was very nice too (maybe it contributed to my burning throat D:) so i ate many many slices HAHA. all the chocolatey goodness ^^ whee then prac at blackbox! was quite nua cuz i was really quite tired... :x OH and matthew and ja's new red sweatpants started 'moulting'. HAHAHA. xD at first they didnt realise! then after awhile they suddenly realised the blackbox floor was full of red furballs LOL xD then cherie was commenting how with each wash, their sweatpants will become thinner and thinner xD then matthew looked super distraught xD damn funny ((:

haha spending time with the hoppers trains abs de xD laugh until can die ((:

oh and i happened to hear about something ytd! quite irritated with some ppl yeah, but ohwells there's really nothing much i can do about it yeah?

don't assume that since the people you're talking bad about aren't there, they won't get to know what you said about them. what more if you're talking about a whole group of people, who happen to have very wide connections, if you haven't realised already. if you don't have the interest in whatever we're doing, why even join us in the first place? for the sake of being part of the supposed 'high profile'? for fun? whatever for?

i don't know if everyone has the same opinion as me, but i think attutide is THE factor that brings you far in whatever you're doing. i believe that the people im talking about have aptitude, if not they would not have stood out from the masses. but really, although cliche, attitude is alot more important than aptitude. so what if you have the capacity to become one of the best? the empty space there (capacity) needs to be filled up with hard work, a receptive mind and a heart to learn (attitude), before you are able to reach your fullest potential. arrogance, unwillingness to accept opinions, having no interest in working on what you have and expanding it to further improve yourself, these are the factors that will, no matter fast or slow, SURELY lead to your downfall. im not talking about downfall only in this aspect, but downfall as a person. because i think a positive attitude is not something that must be cultivated with every activity you take up, but is rather part of one's value system, and this element in his/her value system is the very key in allowing one him/her to maximize his/her potential.

and no matter how limitless you think the internet is, there is always the miniscule chance that people you know will stumble on something you posted on this world-wide database, and who knows? it may be something bad about them. i believe that everyone is responsible for whatever they say, post, write, publish, whatever. as long as it goes into the public domain, everyone is accountable for their own words. so please, watch whatever you post and comment on. especially if it's on a favourite site like youtube.com.

hmm it's 10 now! i hope the panadol flumax works so i can recover by tmr! (:
oh and jiayou to the bboys for fuyo tomorrow! BANKAI! :D
yupps alright time to go do something more productive! ^^

byebye~
♥

2010-03-30T22:53:00.005+08:00

ah finally have time to blog! (:

the past few weeks have been like super busy with mugging and stuff... :/ ohwell i think my blocks grades are going to suck like really badly (especially math and chem) cuz i just totally died D:

ah ohwell. hope can do dancenight :x if not srsly dnbs (dancenight backstage) crew liao. bleh i shall stop thinking about that for the time being!

oh time being HAHAHA. reminds me of council elections that are tmr! (: jiayou yangcheng samantha and nicholas for elections yeah! (: you guys can do it :D hmm today was quite slack cuz had the council nominees introduction. mmhmm ^^ there were really lame and funny vids, although of course there were some that were quite boring... :x ohwell! but better than lessons lah xD at least get to slack off (:

actually after blocks i suddenly became quite alot free-er (: but then need to start mugging again soon cuz afterall, we mug for As, not blocks! haha. (:

hmm i think it's about time i try to get back the friendships i treasure and let the emotional rollercoaster come to an end. cuz i really don't want to lose the friends i really love, and i realised that there are actually alot of people in my life that i take for granted, but after they're gone i start to realise how great an impact they have on me. :/ i hope it's not too late to realise that.
although i don't think we will ever be the same again.
whee finished learning the fusion 1 pairwork choreos already! (: i hope i don't forget them though... :x nvm jiale and ja both in my class so can ask anytime ^^ yayy. (: but i dont like one of the fusion 1 songs (like what qr says) :/ WHY OF ALL SONGS THAT SONG )): not nice D: hmm but i guess that song is one of the more suitable songs for the scene bah :x ohwell!
miss the times when we hung out and talked about everything under the sun.
wah i need to sleep more D: im feeling more and more tired by the week ): and today although there were only 2 lessons, i totally slept through one :x blehh. ):

okay i shall go do more productive stuff now :D like watering my pvz plants HAHA. i want a water plant i want a water plant i wantttt D:

and it doesnt help that masters of the cheese claw are evading me as well. D: blah. ):

okayy shall update again soon! (:

byebye~
♥

2010-03-21T17:21:00.002+08:00

hmm i havent been here for a really long time! so i shall update ^^ (partly cuz im kinda sian of econs already :x)

blocks i hate youuu D: ohmann athough its like 0% i still need to care like crazy cuz i dun wanna be dancenight backstage crew! D: crapp i think i'll probably need to drop items cuz my math is seriously cmi until cannot cmi already :x and gp was horrid... so i think im screwed D:

this sucks ):

can't wait for blocks to be over! :/

oh and im really sorry to my angel and mortal who i daoed for really really long already... no time to write letters ): i promise a nice letter and presents for you guys after blocks alright? :/

hmm okay back to econs!

byebye~
♥

(i realised this is a super short blogpost! i shall update more when i have the time. sorry bloggie! :x)

2010-03-03T23:58:00.003+08:00

hello hello! :D

i didnt realise that my blog is read by so many people o.o and although i know blogs are like private spaces made public, its still quite scary to know that so many ppl can have access to whatever you type.

hmm. scaryyy. :/ eh seriously don't blogstalk please it's really quite scary HAHA. :x
(although im guilty of blogstalking as well... :/ shall reduce my blogstalking frequency xD)

had first prac with juniors today! hmm our juniors are really an interesting bunch of people :D at first like quite dead and quiet .___. then after awhile people start opening up and suddenly we realise that hey! there are fun people inside there too HAHA :D quite glad that i managed to talk to many many juniors and happier to know that they don't find me scary xD (except huijun who said i was scary in nanyang. D: I WHERE GOT SCARY omg. -.-) hahaha (:

it's always good to get to know a new group of people, and it's even better getting to know them in person, and not by listening to random gossips and rumours by other people. although i may be wrong in saying that the rumours are totally baseless and float around because people are bored and really have nothing better to do, when stuff about someone starts spreading around, somewhere along the way, the information gets twisted and distorted and mutated, and the stuff that we eventually hear at the end of this 'rumour chain' may be totally different than the original message. yupps so i think the best thing is still to get to know them in person! :D

hmm i really hope all of us will bond well together as one MAD hiphop, and that the senior-junior distinction, although inevitable, will not affect the overall bondedness of our division. (: afterall, we will perform best when all of us work together towards a common goal of 'achieving excellence in dance'. it may not seem to be the case now, but after the various practices and random talking sessions, the chemistry we have with one another will slowly build up, and when we dance for performances and events and stuff we will feel like ONE division, not like every dancer for himself/herself. yeah i think that will really be awesome if we manage to achieve that level of 默契 :D of course this is what i feel lahh, which might not be representative of everyone. yupp. (:

alright it's really late now and there's 2.4km trial run thingy tmr D: so to prevent myself from collapsing on the track or something i think i should sleep now! (:

oh and its abit late to say this, but jiayou all j1s for your math lecture test tomorrow ^^

whee. (:
byebye~
♥

2010-03-02T18:24:00.002+08:00

ah HBL~ ♥
don't we just love learning in our own comfort zones :D (too comfortable until cannot wake up liao haha xD)

hmm im like at west mall macs now! taking a break after doing horrible horrible econs case study ): still need to finish up GP and chem later and i think i'm done! :D

oh yay there's prac tomorrow! ♥ gonna meet the juniors. hope they're ~~as nice as me~~ nice people ^^ HAHA. i should learn to dao all the bad things i've heard about people and get to know them personally. i think pre-judging people is quite bad... it's like if you put yourself in the person's shoes, you may have a bad reputation in the past but you may want to put the past behind you and start with a clean record again after you enter a new phase of your life, but then some stains are forever stuck there and they just follow you wherever you go. hmm i think everyone deserves a chance to rebuild their reputation, so before we actually get to know them in person we should not base our judgement about people on whatever we've heard about them in the past.

but its quite inevitable sometimes. :/ ohwell shall try very hard to make a distinction between what i hear and what i discover about people. mmhmm ^^

and i think blogs are very highly dangerous places... cuz very easy to find people's blogs. and if not careful with the language/content that you blog about, you may end up ~~getting despised by people~~ making people less than happy. yeahhs.

so i think i should be careful with whatever i blog about! and so should you.
but i think the main point of a blog is to record down the little things that one does everyday for memories' sake... and to perhaps treasure each day more! (:

haha sometimes when i read past blogposts i discover that there are some really minor things that make me go 'OMG I AM GOING TO DIE'. and i become really amazed at myself HAHA its like nothing at all then i make it sound like some super serious thing xD quite amusing really. (ohman i find laughing at myself amusing. :x)

hmm but looking back, there are so many things that have changed me, be it friends or the situations i've been through, they all mould and shape my character and make me who i am today (: sometimes we dont even realise the impact some things/people have on us. then after awhile when we look back on those things it really is quite cool how these stuff change us. (:

and i don't know why im blogging about this now HAHA. i feel really random and my thoughts are just wandering into nothingness. xD

haha oh another really random comment! the more i look at my blog the prettier i think it is HAHA. i dunno why i suddenly thought of that! ohwell (:

oh and TCC is really a very good place to relax/do work/slack (if you have the money lahh x.x) the ambience is super awesome :D i likeee. ^^

ohman my laptop batt is horrible. i switched it on for like 45 minutes only and there's only 63% batt left. retarded lousy batt ):

hmm i should go do gp soon! compre x__x
i rather do essay than compre. essay gives you room to explore your own thoughts and ideas and stuff. compre is... letting you use your own words as far as possible. but far is apparently not very far -.-
pointless stuff :/

ohwell at least there's food to accompany me HAHA. (:
oreo cheesecake ♥

byebye~
♥

2010-03-01T00:17:00.010+08:00

happy birthday liuyi! ♥

i got this off the net! it honestly looks like you (:

may you grow more feminine in the coming year.

((:

oh btw, this birthday girl is the blur-est birthday girl ever.

dope to the max (:
nevermind it's okay we all still love you HAHA xD
byebye~
♥

it STILL looks like you. hmm.

2010-02-28T20:42:00.002+08:00

hmm i realised for the past week many many things have happened that have affected me emotionally... :/

ohwell but i dont think i'll turn emo and everything because of these. mmhmm. they're all part of life anyway! must learn to accept and handle stuff properly and move on. (:

hiphop auditions are over! haha the day when sica and matthew and other random people met the juniors, i accompanied liuyi to walk to salt for bboy auditions so i didnt get to see them... hmm sica told me they're very quiet and dead-ish! D: but ohwell we all started like that yeah. :D hopefully they'll turn out hyper and crazy like us HAHA. :D

hmm actually i would not say that the list of people who got in was like my 'perfect list'... but then again everyone has different opinions yah? and since anan chose them i believe she must have saw some potential in them! (just like how she chose us :D) hmm hopefully people whom we perceived to have an attitude that is less than ideal will prove us wrong (: yupyup!

wah senior already must work hard for everything! suddenly the responsibility of being a senior sets in haha. (: but i guess it'll be fun...? hmm.

HIPHOP JTS SOON PLEASE :D :D :D

hahaha xD
homebased learning tmr and tuesday!
the amount of work that has to be done is insane. :x
ohwell! cooperative learning's good. (:

alrights shall go bathe and play pvz or something xD
must relax and enjoy before the horrible influx of work!

yep alrights byebye~
♥

2010-02-24T23:14:00.002+08:00

this really needs to stop.

it's like im on this emotional rollercoaster and everything is just screwing up. like some phosphorylation cascade of negative stuff.

i tried i tried i really tried very hard.

but do you know the feeling when you try to return things to status quo and there is no form of reciprocation from the other party?

it sucks.

and i really give up. -.-
although i very much wanna do something...
i dont wanna let my emotional stability be affected because of something that i alone cannot save. its just not worth it.
not like you would care anyway.
cuz if i continue my one-sided efforts i think the #8 on my wishlist will never be achieved.

omg how i think i might be starting to enter the emo stage. >< then the #13 on my wishlist will not be achieved as well.

cannot.be.emo.
but it really can't be helped sometimes.

2010-02-21T21:10:00.005+08:00

sometimes it really sucks to know how stuff like exams force you to forgo experiences that may prove to be more important in life.
torn apart by where my heart wants me to go and my responsibilities.
:/ the feeling really just sucks.
i've come to realise that 'following your heart' isnt exactly all that easy.
ohwell but i guess it really cannot be helped. we're all stuck in the death-grip of the system. the system whereby everyone is forced to follow a specific path, and anyone who attempts different ways will only be met with one outcome...
i wonder when i actually started feeling this way.
failure.
it really hurts thinking about it...
sian i shall go bathe and not think so much :/
thinking kills one's brain cells. ):
helpless. ):
byebye :/

2010-02-21T01:31:00.003+08:00

floor the love '10!
absolute dopeness.
♥

wah the standards at FTL are quite alot higher than natasha jam (which i already found really dope) ((: i feel happy after taking in so much dope stuff :D hahaha (:

anyway congrats matthew daryll huihua and samuel for being awesome today (: although we didnt manage to watch you guys but im sure you all did well yeah :D so congrats! ^^

hmm i think the locking was really really super awesome. i still wonder why the lockers know every single song that was being played. and hit all the beats! omg dope. ((:

and the songs were mixed really nicely (: whoa the transformation of salt shaker was super cool HAHA. and headsprung! when the remixed headsprung played the whole bunch of us were like OMG DOPE :D hahaha. (:

whee happy to see that the dance scene in singapore is actually not as small as i expected, and there are many really zai people out there ^^
so cool so cool! xD

ohmann i want all the remixes of the songss :/ bought the CD to find that inside are actually the popping songs! D: I WANT THE HIPHOP SONGS ): wah i feel cheated. ):

hmm look! it's almost 2am. i should go sleep soon! have so much work to do ~~tmr~~ today... :x
oh must go find the dope songs they played at FTL. saved some of the lyrics (:

byebye~
♥

2010-02-16T23:55:00.003+08:00

first round of hiphop auditions tomorrow! hmm wonder how it'll turn out.
it'll be interesting. (:

this year we have a grand total of 177 people auditioning (although i think there are repeats in the name list -.-) but yeah its about there. wonder how many we're going to take in this year! hahas (: exciting exciting!

wah i think i should go do gp article review... although i think nothing really exciting has been happening in the world now! so i don't know which article to take. ohwell i should probably just take the haiti article in time magazine .___. blahs.

hmm cny was quite fun lah. except the 2nd day when there was crazy 7-house marathon in 6 hours. :/ tiring ttm! ahwell but at least it ended off well with a few rounds of guitar hero~ HAHA. xD

i succeeded in abstaining from bakkwa the whole new year xD and only ate a few cashew nuts (and 1 pineapple tart STUPID DARYLL NG ): ) ohohoho yay me. takes alot of self control to not eat anything when you see a table spread with goodies and fragrant bbq meat in front of you. xD whee.

hais i need to write my angel mortal letterssssss. D: but no time! still have gp article reviews to do zomg D: wahh homework never fails to kill me even during a joyous occassion like cny D: horrible horrible hw. ):

oh my bro went back to camp today! haha so sad need to go back to army on his birthday xD ohwell but he's coming out again this friday! wheee (: wasn't as bad as i thought haha at least i get to see him quite often. (: yayyy. xD
talking to softtoys makes one feel better.
alright that sums up the stuff i felt like blogging about HAHA. scattered thoughts. ohwell but thats the point of blogging! just blog whatever that comes to your mind. (: whee.
afterall, they exist to provide comfort to their owners or something, right? hmm.
yupps thats about it! 3 days to the weekends~ jiayou everyone! ^^
(i need to stop counting down to weekends. it's a bad habit. ): )
thanks for the love ♥ ^^
byebye~
♥

2010-02-12T23:35:00.006+08:00

woohoo cny celebrations today (:

MAD performance (:

hmm although i felt i screwed up really badly after the perf, i watched the vid and realised it wasnt as bad as i expected! ((: hoho. but we should all be more prepared for performances in the future... cuz today was like rush down then no time to get into the mood then just go out there to perfom. :/ yupyup! oh and matthew didnt walk and eat the orange. -.- no fun. anyway good job MAD ♥

POP (:

ares! ((: nice job ♥

we were really neat this year! (look at the top view photos omg :D) hahaha and POPpers during POP was a cool idea :D

mabel and haojie looked super cool on stage cuz they had special leather gloves that chit and chongtee bought for them... so they kinda looked abit like ninjas xD coolness! (:

hmm i think this year's POP was alot neater than last year on the whole (maybe cuz of the markings on the floor)... and everyone was awesome! (:

i wanna watch the vids (:

'76' made from the confetti that flew out of the ares poppers! (:

whee! tiring but happy day~
thanks for the valentines' day gifts and hugs! ♥

alright time to catch up on sleep ((:
byebye~
♥

2010-02-12T01:48:00.002+08:00

wow look at the time! :O

i can't believe im still not sleeping when i have 6789998281 things to do tmr...
and one of the most impt things is reaching school at 6.50am for POP-related stuff!
wah i think after POP tmr i'll just go home and plop :/

cny celebrations ~~tomorrow~~ later! jiayou MAD for your respective choreos ((: oh and jiayou matthew for orange-peeling xD
famous liao~ (:

hmm i guess after cny it's really time to get serious about work and stuff, so now's the 'final' chance to have fun and really enjoy the holidays :/ so we should all make full use of it! (:

all those fac dance practices over this week totally remind me of how fun j1 life is... :/ i wanna be a j1 again, where things like 'A levels' seem like the distant future :/ ohwell but i guess that's life! we often don't really appreciate what we had at that point in time, and later on we come to regret not living every moment to its fullest.

so all of us should treasure what we have now, cuz although we may feel that what we're going through is hell, we are unsure of what the future has in store for us, and when the time comes, all these may seem like 'a bed of roses'.

which reminds me! happy valentines' day to all my darling friends, family and relatives ((: all the best in everything ♥

alright i guess it's time to sleep! jiayou all j1s and dance I/Cs for tomorrow! have fun during POP okay :D and may the best fac win! (preferably ares lah hor xD) haha nahh actually we're all winners in our own right, the most important thing is to have fun and just enjoy the dance (:

goodnight people! (:
have an awesome cny ahead! :D

byebye~♥

2010-02-08T01:00:00.002+08:00

campfire on friday was fun! (:

glad i managed to pull off the '09 and '10 fac dances although my ankle was half-screaming. :/
i guess dancing on stage with the whole ares cheering you on gives one a 'high' that surpasses all pain HAHA. (:

was rather shocked when the ares j1s shouted the vocalisations (pleasant shock :D ). whee. fac dance makes you high xD and it was really nice to hear many people say that it was super coordinated and awesome ((:

go ares! jiayou for POP kay (: let's bring the 'fac dance champs' title to back where it truly belongs~ ♥
hmm but i guess the essence of fac dance is the bonding that each faculty goes through when learning it (: and how everyone works together as ONE faculty towards a common goal. so winning isnt all that important anymore, as long as we put in our very best, of course! and if we put in our best of course we can win yeahhs xD kay contradicting myself! haha (:

i love my junior class! 10S76 you guys are really awesome (: thanks for being so enthu about stuff! (especially after campfire when me and junan shouted '76 KEBABA' and were so scared that noone will respond but we actually were louder than athena (: ) it was nice to see a few of you guys go to school on saturday for the fac dance session ((: must learn facdance properly alright (: whee! continue being hyper and bond more okay? :D we love you~ ♥

oh and congratulations ares for winning war games (yet again)! credits to the sun and the wind for helping to blow our shirt dry (: our shirt was in the most strategic location to evaporate water HAHA. facing the sun, wind blowing directly to it. (: nice! although we were constantly under attack by everyone else (especially the green and blue people) we still managed to win (:
YAY US. ♥

haha i feel pro-fac again. ohwell. (: its a nice feeling, kinda. reminds me of last year when we were all faculty-oriented and have the anyone-who-insults-my-fac-shall-die mentality (:
woot jiayou ares! (:

wah its late i should sleep soon!
oh but before i sleep...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEN YANG! ♥

wishing you an enthusiastic exhilarating exceptionally exciting eighteenth! (: thanks for everything, whereby 'everything' encompasses the millions of things we did together for the past 10 years of so (: stay strong in faith and God bless in all that you do! ♥ (which includes geog test, econs test and gp test xD)

alright its time to sleep! im exhausted :/
goodnight everyone!
jiayou for stuffs~
byebye~
♥

p.s. ares ftw (:

2010-02-04T00:32:00.002+08:00

what is wrong with the traffic nowadays! D:
hello wangchi i know you are looking out for hidden text. (:
horrible terrible incorrigible disgusting gross retarded traffic jams D:
i mean, it totally doesn't make sense to reach KAP at 7 and only manage to arrive in school at 7.30. that just sucks because THE JAM IS SERIOUSLY INSANE.

all ye people who cycle on the roads... why must you all cycle early in the morning when it's the peak hour?! especially the adventurous ones who like to cycle WITH the cars, not at the side. it just obstructs traffic lah -.-

and all ye beloved cars PLEASE DRIVE FASTER and don't crawl D: especially when there's already super heavy traffic then still crawl D: omg and please don't SUDDENLY STOP to let ppl alight and stuff. its SUPER IRRITATING D:

i shall take bus early in the morning tmr and see how.
first time getting demerit points in 5 years and i one shot have 3 already -.-

irritated ><

byebye.

2010-01-29T23:34:00.003+08:00

why do some people use the F word so loosely -.-
it's as if they don't know what it means.

for me, i think people who use it simply use it to fill that empty space in their conversations due to a lack of appropriate vocabulary. especially if they use it over and over again, in almost every sentence they say. it's just not cool or 'boomz' or anything, and it takes away the authority in the words one says. it just reflects an utter lack of refinement and the person just passes off as being crass and just plain rude.

of course, there are times of emotional outbursts that require the use of such expletives to perhaps relieve the stress. and that's when i feel the use of these undesired words is acceptable.
but seriously, using them a few times in one sentence when it's just a minor problem? please lah -.-

people tell me i should get used to it, since im no longer in an all-girls environment, and guys supposedly use it on a much more regular basis. but i don't see the distinction between girls and guys pertaining to this -.- i think it all boils down to one's control over his/her emotions and his/her consideration for others.

and you. if you haven't realised, i've started to treat you differently. and that's because i have totally lost my respect for you as a person. if you want people treat you seriously, please do the same to others.

and it's not amusing to flatter someone and the next moment curse and swear at the person. it's not cool, it's not entertaining, it's not funny. it is annoying and irritating and it just makes you more widely hated than you already are. (btw, i have considered typing this using the 'hidden text' method because now it's really obvious who this person is, but i figured if this person reads this, maybe some sort of attitude change may happen.)

so yeah, stop it. seriously.

2010-01-20T23:29:00.008+08:00

my back is aching :/
must be cuz of the dope choreo by anan today. :D hahaha.
she have new phrase liao!
'yeahyeahyeahh~' HAHA. xD super cute lah she xD
can you please don't take it out on me :x although i know sometimes im in the wrong and that the day hasn't been exactly awesome for you...
went for fac dance prac after hiphop prac! (omg .__.) i finished learning fac dance le! but need to familiarise myself with the steps and everything... cuz now it's very psychomotor for me :/ ohwell! must do ares proud. go haojie and mabel! :D
it really makes me feel horrible and it just becomes really awkward ):
whee. i finally understand what junan meant about the happiness of a new and improved gp teacher. (: she's really good haha. or maybe it's because we never really had a proper gp lesson before, that's why we suddenly find gp a new and exciting thing. xD haha.
oh and just so you know, even though i don't show it, it doesn't mean i cannot detect any of your emotions... and even though i don't show it, it doesn't mean that i'm always happy and carefree...
okay time to bathe and slack awhile then go sleep (:
sometimes it's really better to hide whatever emotions inside, so people won't be affected.
byebye~
♥

2010-01-19T21:33:00.004+08:00

ahh school life is starting to become really hectic again! :x

SL, SAT, schoolwork, dance pracs! i realised these, as compared to ja's list is nothing, but i really really need to start getting serious about my work. really needa catch up on last year's stuff, if not everything will snowball and i'll be damn screwed. hahas. disciplined sarah ftw! (:

anyways! i got my super belated birthday present from qianrui today! it's this really pretty schedule book from korea (: but the back there all in korean leh then i cannot read ~__~ hahaha. but omg its really very very pretty lah love it ttm! but love the person who gave it to me even more~♥ thankyou qianruii! ((: omg you really know my taste lah HAHA xD

ohohoh! holy told a joke today :O HAHAH.
holy: what happens when there's a reduction in the oxidation number?
us: reduction.
holy: what happens when there's an increase in the oxidation number?
us: oxidation.
holy: good! remember, it doesn't undergo increa-tion or whatever ah...

HAHAHA. omg. ._______. i didnt know she could be so lame as well xD ohwells! never hurts to have funny stuff in class yeahh (:
actually as im reading whatever i typed i realised the joke doesnt really sound funny over here! aiyah i think this kind of thing must be there to realise how lame it was xD

oh i think mine lamer xD
context: chem tutorial today was from 1-2.30, so at about 1.55 holy started talking about the importance of organic chem and how we must really know it well.
holy: why do you think i keep emphasizing to you all again and again that organic chem is important?
me whisper to siyu: because 2pm is coming!

then siyu laughed out really loud then we got scolded. -.- lol! xD
haha ohman. quite funny lah today. ((:
ohwell at guess school hasn't really completely gone into full swing, so there's still a teeny weeny bit of time to play around and tell jokes like these (:

hmm like ja said, it's always good to blog about some random stuff you think about so that stuff doesn't accumulate and you don't plunge into this emo mode when you reach full capacity for stuff! (3 'stuff' in 1 sentence woot xD) so i shall do so (:

ah i realised sometimes people tend to offend others very easily, not by their actions, but rather by the random comments that they just blurt out. it's like at times we just say it out before thinking, and occasionally it offends people around us. :x 说出去的话，就像泼出去的水，收不回来的。whatever we say may not mean alot to us, maybe it was just a random passing comment or something you just felt like saying at that point of time, but it may affect others alot, and what other people think of you. of course, sugarcoating our words it not a good thing (for most cases! for cases like asking for extension for homework i think it's a usefull skill xD ) but we must be very careful in what we say! mm. (:
i can't believe you actually said those stuff without prior consideration of how the people listening will feel. don't you think it's really very inappropriate and degrading? idk lah but i feel really uncomfortable just listening. but i guess it's a part of you that ~~cannot~~ will be very difficult to change.
whee! i shall go bathe now and sleep early today... tired and drained for some reason. ):
OH MY BRO IS COMING BACK FROM HAWAII TODAYY :D yayyayyay. (: i hope he bought me hawaiian bananas. (:

okay alrightie jiayou dajia for school and cca and for everything!
byebye~
♥

2010-01-10T00:48:00.003+08:00

hmm idk why im suddenly feeling really stressed about stuff :/
disclaimer: im not emoing. -.-

sometimes i wonder if there's any backup plan if i fail.

what if i fail to motivate myself to study?
what if i fail to do well in A levels?
what if i fail to enter the course of my choice, and end up in something that i don't want to do in the future?
what if i fail to achieve all that i've set out to do?

what's gonna happen to me?

~~everything that i've worked so hard for will then all go to waste, and 12 years of education will all come to nothing.~~
that is SO not gonna happen.

jiayou jiayou sarah you can do it (:
Lord, please guide me.

2010-01-05T14:43:00.007+08:00

hello (:

haven't blogged in a really long time... since last year! hmm. time to do abit of self reflection and set my new year resolutions. (:

2009 was really a fulfilling and fast-paced year, filled with exciting activities and some great turns in events that i would never have dreamed of. haha in fact i think it can be called one of the most interesting years in my life so far! (:

jc life
'treasure your secondary school life, when you reach jc you will suddenly realise how much nanyang actually spoonfeeds you. and jc life is so fast-paced you'll have no time to breathe'. when i was in sec 4 my senior told me this, and i was still thinking that she was really exaggerating. but i realised it's really true! all the memorable days in nanyang whereby lessons were filled with fun and laughter... it's like everyday we go to school to really learn about stuff and enjoy the friends around us, without us having to really care alot for our grades and whatnot (cuz there were no O levels).

but in jc, we suddenly realise that everything we do, every topic that we learn, every decision we make will greatly impact our future cuz of this horrendous monster known as A levels. and suddenly everything means so much more. it's like there is no time to relax and take things slowly, and with everyone around you working so hard, it's just impossible to to 'learn things at your own pace' anymore. parents' expectations also soar higher and higher, and it becomes so much harder to live up to their expectations, as well as our own expectations.

and priorities really become of ultimate importance.

last year the greatest mistake i made was to set my priorities wrong. or maybe it wasnt setting my priorities wrong, it was just that i was too overwhelmed by the sudden change in jc that i neglected my academics. and that is so not gonna happen this year! no matter how no life im gonna become this year, im going to mug hard because after A levels i can get all the life i want... (: yupps.

MAD
MAD is one of the few things that i would regard as 'life-changing' for me, and probably the reason why i find jc life fun, although the schoolwork and stress levels are overwhelming. ((: it's just really cool how an awesome group of people sharing a common passion just somehow get together and dance (: and unknowingly we have become really bonded as a batch. (: dancenight, inspire, tapestry and other random performances here there everywhere have really made us seem like almost family. (: and although we have our differences, we still enjoy just having each other's company... even when it's not dancing, just sitting down to talk to everyone is really fun too. (: [esp with super lame ppl like maocheng and daryll haojie and matthew :D ]
and its really nice to see so many strong friendships being forged, and how we all work really hard to improve together as a batch. (: totally love the hoppers! ♥♥♥

oh and then there was the really awesome dancecamp :D it really brought the whole MAD together, people from different divisions started talking and we got to know more about each div's dance styles and how they train. and people voluntarily wanted to learn some of the choreos from other divs which i think was REALLY REALLY COOL. (: haha ohman i still cannot forget ytd after prac some of the modern ppl wanted to learn daryll's 'cool off' choreo so theresa was teaching them. really super cool :D

can totally forsee that this year's dancenight will be super awesome after the dancecamp experience (: looking forward to spending time with everyone again :D wheee.

hmm i realised one blogpost is really insufficient to sum up the entire year, but i guess these 2 things are the main stuff that made 2009 such an exciting year.

of course there are regrets, but these inadequacies that i have discovered about myself have somehow made me more aware of the kind of person i am, and how i can make myself even better as a student, a friend, a daughter, a sister, a dancer, a CCAmate, and as God's child.

and i thank God for everything in 2009, be it the good or the bad, it's all part of his wonderful plan for me. ((:
thank you, Lord, for carrying me through (:

i really hope 2010 will be as fulfilling as 2009, or even more enriching.
and i pray that He will continue to walk beside me every step of the way ((:

whee shall go bathe and do other stuff now!
bye people ~
♥

2009-12-21T14:39:00.010+08:00

haven't been here in ages! shall post smth (:

i think the H1N1 flu vaccine is useless. after i took the jab then went to hk, i came back and had flu. and zomg im still sick like after 4 days of medication...? zzz. stupid useless vaccine. i think it's water lah. GAHH. ):

anyways holidays are like so boring. it's like there's nothing to do, and i see the pile of homework on the table and im just too lazy to start to do anything D: hais. must start soon though. still have bio and math lect tests to worry about ):

i think the best way to kill time is to write xmas cards HAHA. lol i wrote super long for some people. like letter+card alr. xD wheee!

hmm i'm really happy that some of my primary school friends smsed me asking me for my add so they can send xmas card... it's really nice to know that after such a long time (zomg 5 years D: i suddenly feel old ): ) they still remember you and everything. ((: happy~ hahaha.

i realised i made many close friends during p6-sec 2 period... i think that's really when people bond the best. (: it's just like no matter how you look at it, 208'06 will forever be more bonded than 405'08. perhaps its the nature of the people in the class and class dynamics and stuff, but i think as we all go higher up in our education, expectations change, people around us change, politics come in and everything.
ohwell but i guess it can't really be helped... :/

hmm some people tell me my blogposts are getting more and more emo! D: note: I AM NOT EMO. and i hope it will remain that way! i'm just starting to think about more stuff. mmhmm. (:

kay it's now time for...

MOUSEHUNT UPDATES :D

this super duper cute mouse was totally out of my reach. but all thanks to xining's SB+, IT'S MINE NOW. :D

many many thanks to xining for the SB+! :D i caught scrooge, christmas tree, present, elf and worker with the 17 SB+ :D so now i have my wonderful gingerbread house plans, nine reindeer antlers and THE SUPER DUPER CUTE CHRISTMAS TREE MOUSEE :D :D :D yay xining i shall buy more gummies for you ((:

HOHOHO MOUSEHUNT ♥♥♥♥

oh i need money. can some kind soul give me money pretty please? :D

alright that's all for now! i shall try to keep here updated yeah. ((:

byebye people enjoy and treasure the rest of the holidays!
♥

2009-12-02T12:28:00.002+08:00

hmm i guess when it's holidays and everyone has nothing to do, people start thinking about stuff, and all the troubles start coming in.

sometimes it really hurts to listen to a good friend rant out all her troubles and vent her frustrations, and you know you cannot do a single thing to help her.
the feeling just sucks ):

sometimes i think some people care too much about others, so much so that their own emotions are affected because of them. and maybe it may seem a little selfish to say this, but i think sometimes all of us should learn how to care more for ourselves. it's like i see people around me getting emo and everything over their friend's problems. and these people are really very nice people. of course we all should care alot for our friends and be concerned if they have problems, but sometimes, we should also learn to take a step back and see for ourselves whether we are changing because of their problems. and some of these problems are not something that we are able to help out in, so we really cannot do anything about them.

i know i pretty much sound like a horrible friend now... but i really think that when you care about someone's problems so much that they start to impact the normal way you behave and treat others, it's somewhat like... torturing yourself. and i think all of us should be really wary of this and be constantly aware of our own emotions and how they change when stuff like that happens.

because it's unhealthy to yourself, and worrying so much will not do anything to improve the situation.

so the question is..
is it really worth it?
are they really worth it?
do they really know you're doing this for them?
(i realised that's 3 questions but ohwell.. you get the point :x )
i think they know... but do they appreciate it?
hmm i hope you know im referring to you... :/ take care of yourself yeahh.. do everything you can, and leave the rest to God.
jiayou <3
dont tire yourself out (:
byebye~

2009-11-27T14:49:00.003+08:00

phew, SL's finally over!

i will never be a primary school teacher/student care teacher. -.-
and i have finally come to realise how some primary school teachers are unable to continue teaching for very long, and why so many of them always lose their tempers teaching kids.

cuz kids nowadays are becoming more and more rebellious, and simply refuse to listen to instructions, especially if you're too friendly with them.

hmm seriously, some of the conversations and behaviours that the kids have really shocked me. some of them just don't want to cooperate because they're attention-seeking, and some of them do it to seem to 'look cool' in front of their peers. teaching them dance was SERIOUSLY HONESTLY energy-sapping and really a test of my patience... but overall i think i really learnt alot. (:

many many thanks to liuyi who managed to continue although the kids pissed her off 547816539 times... hahaha :D thanksthanks! couldn't have done it without you (:

and a big thankyou to vern weisheng xining kelvin jiehan junan for helping out :D thanks people! seriously without you guys i'll have probably gone insane handling all those kids -.- so yes!
THANKYOU.

especially vern HAHAH. he teach until almost lost his voice... :/ and he has a fanclub alr xD
hahas (:

yup! hmm this SL really taught me how to work with kids and how you just can't be too nice to them... if not seriously, they'll just climb over your head and bully you like nothing! D: hahas hope the kids really enjoyed the camp, and hope they've learnt as much as we did. (:

kay off to slack xD
bbye people~
♥

2009-11-22T10:50:00.003+08:00

the physics department is seriously happy :D
happier than the physics students! :D

byebye people have a HAPPY day. :D
♥

2009-11-14T00:08:00.002+08:00

the time of pw has ended, let's all usher in a new era of freedom! :D

omg its finally over! :D :D :D
yesssss.
hmm actually i really think i complained alot alot during the pw period... and perhaps i was kinda mean to some of my pw mates... so for that i'm really sorry, and i hope this small Pointless piece of Work (as quoted from nicole) won't affect our relationships as classmates. (:

yeah anyway good job people! we managed to pull through several months of hard work and disagreements and all... and we really put on a great show on wednesday, although we were so unlucky to get the last slot, get asked horrible questions and were too hot to handle (short circuit in the room HAHA). yup! well done everyone (:

tmr's ares fac outing! ares hiphoppers and bboys are performing... we can do it! ((:
although i really feel quite unprepared cuz i just finished learning the choreo a few hours ago, and i'm still not really able to match the choreo to the music ): so i really need to familiarise myself with the steps and music within a few hours! wahhh D:

but i'm sure all of us will be able to put on an awesome show tomorrow! :D
meeting at 9 in sch to prac with the bboys tmr... we really must prac hard and show ares what their madders can do! ((:

let's do it guys~
it's gonna be an exciting day tmr~ ((:

yup okay shall go sound the horn and do more constructive stuff now xD
enjoy your post-pw bliss ^^
and for seniors taking A levels, all the best! :D

byebye~
♥

2009-11-09T23:46:00.003+08:00

op's on wednesday!
and i havent memorised my script.
D:
ohwell. doesn't matter.

hmm so many things are happening concurrently.
and it feels so horrible to be caught in the middle of some things.
and it feels even worse when you see a friend suffering and you're just standing there feeling helpless, not knowing how to help.

jc makes you more emo.
period.

2009-10-27T14:29:00.004+08:00

blogging during PW now.

i really dunno what the hell is wrong with her. i mean... how can you on the spot ask some group to present when they just told you that they are gonna scrap their current slides? and what the crap the group just told you that their script is not done up yet... and you just said 'then you should be doing up your script now and present later (during the same period).' like hello that is freaking unreasonable for goodness sake.

and whether people are doing well in school or not, what freaking right do you have to comment on that? 'doing well' or 'not doing well' is all in a matter of perspective. for some people, doing well may mean getting all As (even that may not be good enough for them), but for others, doing well may very well mean that they just get promoted. i have seen many people who just passed the promotion criteria and are very proud of themselves, and those who, because they couldnt get that last A, emo for a few days and vow to mug their guts out next year. so you see, its all in a matter of perspective, something that you will not understand.

and just because you are not in an exceptionally good mood today, doesn't mean that you can give really unreasonable requests, and having a totally sour face. if you don't like our class and you don't wanna teach us, you can just say, you know. because im sure most of us, if not all, feel the same way. yeah.

and being a teacher, just because you aren't in a good mood, i don't think it's right to openly say that 'i don't think it's very funny, and anyway (insert student name) isn't doing very well in school right?' im sorry, i don't really say alot of stuff like this, but i honestly truly think that you are unsuitable for the public sector and i hope that you will understand that soon, so that you will not jeopardise any more classes or groups, for that matter.

at least show you put in effort in what you're doing
at least turn up punctually for class
at least correct our mistakes
at least show that you care

i mean... isn't that what all teachers are supposed to do?

2009-10-21T21:59:00.003+08:00

jiale's chem paper is epic. like seriously.

byebye~
♥

2009-10-15T20:59:00.002+08:00

look.
i haven't seen her in this state before, you know.
and although i can't really relate to what she's going through now, i can see you've reduced her to a state where she actually feels helpless.

completely helpless.

she really doesn't know what to do. to just watch it unfold before her very eyes and feel herself getting torn into bits, or to do something and risk everything.

after all she's done for you...
at least show you appreciate her for standing by you, right?
how can you do this and still don't feel a thing.

i really don't understand.

don't worry, God will catch you through it all. have faith (:

2009-10-06T18:43:00.002+08:00

wahh. ):
Econs
hmm econs i dunno whether to say hard or easy. cuz i have no idea whether i screwed up...
it's like during the exam i just had this information overload, then i just wrote in whatever i thought of. so my part a essay had micro and macro mixed together. :x
ah but overall i guess it was fine, although abit sian that fiscal policy didnt come out ): i memorized the whole thingg D:
ahwell i hope pass, at least. :/

hmm chem tomorrow! i hope i do reasonably well! i prepared quite a fair bit for chem.. doing all the mcqs in the small colourful booklet stuff (: except for organic chem. :/ my organic chem is zzz. nvm i shall go mug it later i think i should be fine!

okayys people jiayou for chem (for those taking chem) yah! (:
only a few days of hell more!

let's do this people (:
bye~
♥

2009-10-05T18:38:00.002+08:00

... and so it begins. ):
GP
wah paper 1 was... unexpected. although i didnt mug for euthanasia and abortion (phew :/) i thought would come out leh. or at least some general question pertaining to science and ethics. haha but nope! weird questions came out. lol.
hmm i really prepared quite a fair bit for sci and tech, so quite sian when couldnt use the stuff i memoed. :/ but at least i know some stuff abt media also! hahas should be okay i guess. :/

paper 2 was zzz. sian. 1st thing. the stupid summary took up a large proportion of my time (omg my econs knowledge is coming in) which led to me having insufficient time for AQ which actually didnt matter so much since my AQ was like the same as my essay omg cuz on media also -.-yeah. my hand just gged. :/

hahas. okay now 1 down 4 to go! jiayou people (: let's look fwd to an awesome friday yeah. (: (doesn't apply to the ~~sad~~ lucky physics people who have the weekend to study ((: jiayou yah xD)

off to econs!
byebye world
♥

2009-10-01T22:16:00.006+08:00

i'm SEVENTEEN. :D
hohoho! thankyou all for your wonderfully awesome birthday wishes! :D

lorraine jasmine siwei liuyi qianrui daryll matthew ryan wangchi junan cherie xining jiehan shenyang sarahcheang sarahlim russellleong mabel siyu larry jonj nicole zihui kevintoh bojia alan kuanhe zhicong nicholaschua christina regina matthewyeo alethea michellekang xining hilary shanin alina shiyuan chouyun kevintham desheng serene weisheng michael nicolea sweehoon edwyna kuanyue lynette bailu zongbin yingci linying alexandra jean trixie theresa zhanhao jiale yunhao huiming daniel chaychoong yanxi yiran stefhsu derek xiaohan ann mingrun jiawen siewying valeriegay yumi
oh and of course my nicenice family :D
(please tell me if i missed out anybody!)

thankyou all for making this day so awesomely special and enjoyable! :D and HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY TO YOU ALL :D

haha and the two funny people in PURPLE wished me happy birthday through sms, msn, facebook, email, blog and whatever possible mediums that are available. :D HAHA thankyou yahhs~ loveyouguys (:

and yes! xining and jiehan! thanks for the super mfebgnre AA shirt! LOVE IT ZOMG it's super nice :D THANKYOUUU! and daryllng! thanks for the ajisen treat yah! THANKYOUU :D :D :D HAHA and qian siyu for the tehbing HAHA :D

had dope dinner at newyork newyork today! wah seriously super nice :D haha ohwell! but ex also lahh!

haha yes oh and happy birthday in advance to KUANYUE. (2nd oct) :D YOUNGER THAN ME HAH kuanyue didi. (: anw happy bdae in advance :D

yupps! thats all folks! hope being 17 will be as awesome as being 16 :D
mug hard people~
let's ace promos!
♥

2009-09-30T23:36:00.004+08:00

wow it's just amazing how time flies so quickly. i still can remember myself being so excited about going to be 16, about all the NC16 movies and pool and stuff. (in the end i still havent used many of my NC16 privileges. ): )

j1 really flew past, i dunno it's like a whirl of many events and it's already promos. orientation, OG 40, 09S76, days of slack school, MAD, dancenight, inspire, tapestry, blocks, and now, promos. life just flew by so fast, it's like we weren't able to take in everything.

hmm i think i changed a little from sec 4 to jc, but im not really sure if its for the better or for the worse. like liuyi said, everybody changed, just that those who we say have changed changed more drastically than the others. i guess its all due to the different school environment and atmosphere, and the different culture from that of our sheltered days in nanyang. hmm i dunno abt others, but for me jc is really a test of self-discipline, time management, prioritizing, emotional stability and stress management. it's like a fastforwarded secondary sch life, which we have already presumed to be suffocating before.

hmm but amidst all that stress, i think we all have grown stronger, in terms of character, individuality and emotional control. above all, peoples' true character and nature shows up in times of stress, and our perceptions of people change upon understanding who they really are. in times of stress, people act based on their values and morals, and normally low profile people who have strong beliefs will emerge, and those who put on a facade of having an awesome character will be seen.

although sometimes what we experience may hurt us, stuff like backstabbing and selfishness, but i think all of these will, in one way or another, prepare us for the working world in he future. when we all actually move out of our very sheltered schooling environment, the people we meet, the situations we face everyday, may require the experience we have now in order to deal with them correctly. yup. so i guess, jc is indeed fulfilling and all, in spite of the horrendous pace of life.

yup! wow that was a whole lot of i and r HAHA. hmm.
jiayou everyone for promos and whatever there is to come! (:

byebye worldd (:

2009-09-10T20:56:00.005+08:00

time to update once again!
first things first...

celebrating 17 years of love for gravity...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE! :D
xD it's kinda hard to believe that you're already 17! :O (your height certainly doesn't show so :D ) but since it's your birthday today, you can be taller than me for 1 day xD
thanks for bringing so much joy into my life! :D life wouldn't have been so interesting without you. :D yup! so although jc brings much stress and promos are coming real fast, remember to enjoy life yah? love you loads! <3

yup i'm down with flu and feel like this walking piece of cabbage... so i shall go sleep early today.

jiayou everyone with mugging! don't let the procrastination monster get the better of you (like what it has done to me for the past few days D: )

byebye world <3

2009-09-07T23:13:00.002+08:00

the csm showcase by ncc people has not changed for a really long time...
it's time for a change, people. (:

i don't think ny people will pon csm anymore if this happens. (:

2009-09-01T23:47:00.003+08:00

'move over 666, 3.142 is the devil's new number.'
math really IS my biggest obstacle. hais. :/

oh i realised bugis can be my friend alr lah.. i've been going there for 4 consecutive days alr. -.- pfffffffft.

haha and qr's blogpost is random and funny. xD
i have no idea why, but i've been finding it harder and harder to talk to you recently.
i don't know it's like every phrase you're saying makes me feel like you're being sarcastic?
and there's just this invisible barrier that prevents me from reading your emotions.
so i really honestly don't know what to say anymore.
hmm im quite tired today! so i shall go sleep. byebye world!
jiayou with all tests and pw stuffs. -.-

2009-08-29T18:23:00.002+08:00

ohman i wan do integration but the bboys who are prac-ing on my roof damn noisy. D:
pfft. hahaha qianrui just commented that she can see the bboys on the roof from inside the bus. lolss.
haha actually just now i wanted to blog abt smth. but now don't feel like already.

shall go watch tv or something.

byebye world <3

2009-08-26T21:53:00.003+08:00

i feel a great sense of accomplishment today!
hohoho :D
anyway there's mass dance for pe tmr.
outer-hand-inner-hand-outer-inner-grab-pull. yay us. -.-

haisss. so many things to do! bio tut, econs tut, blablabla. ):
dont like homework lahhh! D:
ahhwhatevers.

i shall learn from qr and type like this. i really don't like you bugging me every single time i go online. go away before i permanently block you. ><

i shall stop procrastinating and do something to diminish that pile on my table.
byebye people! :D
hmm dn has nice songs. (: but he sends only 1 per day D: blahs.

2009-08-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

haha qr i captured this when everyone was listening to different DBSK songs xD wheee.

not bad not bad. i see potential growth in the kpop sector in the MAD hiphop economy. :D

2009-08-18T23:19:00.002+08:00

i am annoyed ttm.
i must learn to stop trusting people so easily.
i seriously thought you ~~were my friend~~ had a better character than that.
and although i heard so many stories of you and your wonderful ~~backstabbing~~ spreading of confidential material i didnt treat you very differently from my other friends.
so now that i have first hand experience, i've really got to know you better.
you've proven yourself worthy of what everyone thinks of you.

congratulations.

2009-08-12T21:46:00.008+08:00

hey people.

ahhs im officially suspended ): hmm but it's really expected anyway. i really didnt even put in half my best for blocks. so my results were like.. hmm dunwanna talk abt it! lets move on with life yeah. (:

hahas but although i expected suspension, i didnt expect myself to feel so disappointed and sad when matthew told me i'm officialy suspended. it's like how the reality of it all just starts crashing down on me, and reminds me once again how much harder i must work to close the divergence between me and everyone else that was caused by my laziness, and probably overconfidence as well. yeahhs. but ohwell! i fell really hard this time, and it's really like this wakeup call for me to stop slacking and stop thinking that it's possible to ace a test by studying 1 day before it.

hmm but actually i think my epic blocks failure might actually be a blessing in disguise. if i had managed to smoke through, then i'll probably try to smoke through my 60% of the year (promos) and will probably fail miserably. yup. so actually it's not all bad that my blocks were so screwed, it also serves as motivation and additional pressure for me to work really hard for promos. (: maybe this is all in God's wonderful big plan for me. (:

on a seperate note.. i really dislike pw. ): sometimes i wonder what's the point of doing a project just for the sake of doing a project. i just don't get it. projects work when they are done for a cause by a group of people dedicated to the cause. projects become enjoyable when you are passionate about what you're doing, and want to give your all for it. projects become addictive when you're doing something you love, together with people who are able to complement and get along well with each other. when that happens, staying up till wee hours in the morning to complete a project task/report won't be a chore, but rather more of a challenge that you're willing to take up.

like qianrui, i think teachers/MOE should start looking at group dynamics. cuz i know of many groups that are struggling, have internal rife, and groups that are simply unable to function. and it's not the fault of students... sometimes we somehow dislike a person just from looking at him/her. so of course these people aren't able to work together. and although different perspectives in a group are healthy for balanced views, extreme strong viewpoints will lead to quarrels that will damage the ties between group members. and this is BAD.

cant wait for after promos... there are 86154186598 things that i wanna do. HAHA i wanna hang out with qr sica dn ja and the other funny people ): we could like sit in some random corner of singapore and buy a pail of dopehua and just chat and htht and simply TALK from morning to night or something. then when hungry can eat the dopehua. (: HAHAHA. ohman. insane lah 1 pail LOL. hmm but i really miss the days of just hanging out tgt in pe studio or salt or matthew's studio tgt or wherever and just chat without having to care abt mugging. hahas ohwell those days will eventually return to us. :D so for now... it's chionging all the way! gambatte (:

yups anyways i slept at 4.30 ~~ytd~~ this morning.. so i'm really like this zombie nao. and today has been a really horrible day... announcing suspension, almost losing my gc (wah damn scary i tell you D: ) and didnt make full use of my last "official" self prac till aft promos (was busy running arnd finding my gc, then kena stitch wth D: ). yeah. and other random stuff like sleeping through 2/3 of chem lecture and getting bullied during uno by jonj ja and dn D: haisss.

i shall go bathe then sleep. (and probably totally dao bio aa? hmm. depends. im really very cmi now i dont even know what im typing ): )
to all the sick people out there like qr and sica, GET WELL SOON! ♥ love you guys (:

byebye world. (:

2009-08-10T20:29:00.005+08:00

taemin is so cute and pretty! (: HAHAHA OHMAN but this is really quite funny HAHAHA. :D

whee. okay anyway! mugging session today with daryll qianrui jessica at smu! sian lahh all of them were doing math then i was like the only one doing chem until at the end ~__~ hahas.

then at 3 we walked arnd and ended up in plaza sing's longjohnsilvers and ate there. hahaha then we walked arnd in ion! omg that place really very high end. ): its like NICENICENICE then no money to buy. haha that kind of feeling lah. hmm i think daryllng was feeling super sian diao cuz we were looking at like cosmetics, accesories and basically girly stuff. sorrysorry ):
note to self: nxt time when go window shopping like this again must look for more 中性 stuff!

OH then we went heeren (: sexy diamond! hahaha the colour schemes there are very very dope! :D like green and hotpink zomg super aa super cool HAHA. hmm then we saw this really nice shirt, but it's like super ex and we're still thinking whether to buy it. haha. (: wheee then the tvs in heeren were playing mtv channel, and it happened to be jk hits, so TADAHH. 2pm's again and again played. :D and we were both O_O and :D at the same time HAHA :D yupsss.

aft heeren went to cine! then jessica bought like 4 earrings :O zomggg. haha. hmm more than words was playing a dope hiphop song! with nice beats and everything. so me and daryll were trying to catch the lyrics so can go home to find the song name. then guess what HAHAHA the song was in some other unknown language so it was incomprehensible. ): loll.

yups then aft that we went home! and on the bus me and qianrui discussed some very interesting things that WE STILL HAVENT GOT AN ANSWER TO hahaha yes but sooner or later we'll get to know abt it yahhs haha (: whee!

hmm im quite tired and i still need to mug/do pw, so i shall stop here.

bye people! go live your happy lives :D

2009-08-03T22:13:00.001+08:00

thank you for understanding, and sorry to let you guys down.

i promise it won't ever happen again.

2009-07-13T22:34:00.002+08:00

hello people.
i feel like typing a semi emo blogpost. not cuz i suddenly feel like it or smth, but this has been on my mind since a really long time ago. -.-

sometimes i feel parents think their kids are superman/wonderwoman or something. they think their children are capable of studying day and night, and should have the thirst for knowledge every second of the day. and the moment they come home and see their children listening to music, surfing the net, playing dota/facebook or whatever, they immediately assume they havent been studying for the whole day and start nagging how they should study to do well and get all 'A's for A level if not their future is ruined and blah blah blah.

it's really quite irritating, this 'you must do well so you have a bright future ahead' or whatever thing.

when we all were small toddlers, our parents were already frantically preparing us for preschool, giving us all the brain training and drilling us with practices that are supposed to make us brighter kids.
when we were slightly bigger in kindergarten, all the assessment books started flowing in, then all the crazy 'give your child a headstart!' books were filling whatever empty desk space there was.
when we were in primary school, tuitions filled our schedules, hardly giving us any space to breathe. when we did well in pri sch, parents mostly went 'oh so the tuitions DID help!' and not 'well done, you definitely deserved it.'
when psle was nearing, the assessment books flowed onto the floor, and a new mode of practice came in: test papers. ranging from all the way back from three years ago, all the mid year papers, mock test papers, end of year papers from the top schools and other practices. we had to do at least one paper for every subject everyday. we felt like dying, but parents said 'it's all for your future.' so we pressed on.
in secondary school we slogged our way through, all the horrible SIAs and IPWs, all the homework, common tests, EOYs and other commitments. we mugged our guts out to not get retained and everything... for that 'bright future' thingy.
now in jc, we're like in this pressure cooker with all the tutorials and tests and blocks. you see people all around you struggling to cope with the fast-paced jc education system. and we're torn between our interests and our studies. our parents keep telling us 'priorities, don't spend so much time on CCA, 'A' levels are far more impt than CCA. where can your CCA bring you in the future anyway' and all the normal stuff im sure everyone has heard before.

"'A' levels determine your future, you don't want to have regrets after you take it, so you'd better work harder and stop being so active in CCA that will bring you nowhere next time."

im really super sick of hearing all this crappish nonsense. screw the future lah. it's like we're living our lives preparing for the future. then where's the life in that? life should be worth the living, doing the things you like, enjoying every step of the way. sure, we all know studies are important and we must definitely place it on top of our agenda. but what about the other things? stuff like 'dreams' and 'passions'. where did all those go? we should really be enjoying the process of learning, bonding with our classmates and CCA mates, spending time together talking about our common passions and doing things we all enjoy. That's life. not being cooped up in some room mugging the days away, just to attain that coveted A in 'A' levels. there's so much more to life than studying, and if we actually take the time to slow down, and observe the little things that we overlooked due to our hectic schedules, we can actually start to see the small but meaningful experiences that have been drowned out by the crazy fast-paced everyday life.

goodness i think i havent typed a post like this in a really long time. but seriously... i really had to let it out. -.- i think there are quite a few grammatical flaws and stuff... don't really have the mood to type in perfect flawless english yeah.

okay im exhausted (just came home from tuition) and i think i should go rest or smth.
oh and jiayou all tapestry people for tapestry. lets press on yeahhs. (:

byebye people.

2009-07-07T09:43:00.004+08:00

hello friends!

havent been here since damn long ago o.o hahas. ohwell IM HERE AGAIN TO REVIVE MY DEAR DARLING BLOG. :D

impt stuff first!

Blocks
haha blocks were... quite horrible actually. hmm there was this crazy blocks chionging week with hiphop people just 1 week before! so the mugging group comprised of me qianrui jessica daryll junan. HAHA. then some days we went reading room, some days we went smu to mug. hmm i realised i can't mug for long hours. nothing goes in after like 4 hrs or so. ):

i totally DIED for math blocks. i mean. incapacitated. or whatever. seriously i looked at the paper then it was like alien writings all over it (for those who watched transformers 2). yahlah. damn sian. and alot of question parts are related to each other... which means once you cant do the top YOU CANT DO THE BOTTOM D: ahhs. crap lah. ohwells. shall mug hard for math for promos. =x

lols i resolve to mug hard for promos! so i wont feel so screwed at the end of it. -.-

hahas then during blocks week, everyday when i took 67, i always see at least 2 ppl i know on the bus. HAHA. the 67 gang. (: and almost everyday i have an afternoon paper i see qianrui on the bus. HAHA. siewying also. sok also. darn funny lahhs. :D whee. but it's quite fun to have so many million people i know taking the same bus as me! :D yayyes.

Post-blocks
hmm aft bio paper on fri me liuyi siwei nicolea went to cine to watch transformers in the evening! :D hahaha. met yihui huiming gail and some other 6B person in front of heeren. :D hmm then aft tt walked to cine and makanned and watched movie lor. HAHA the animations are zomg. and bumblebee is damn cute. :D HAHAHA. and uhm. liuyi was like 'AHH NEW DIVIDE' when the song played. hahas. note to self: send her new divide asap! (: hahas.

hmm aft movie we nua-ed at wisma for awhile in a vain attempt to find food -.- haha. and everything was closed! then we saw xinyu and portia on a night date HAHAHA. :D apparently they didnt wanna go home =.= lol.

woohoo. post blocks are fun. except the part where you're SO BORED you dunno what to do. lol. play maple with daryll and ja until damn sian, then play l4d until traumatized by the tank, and try to learn dota but so many stuff to rmb -.- blahs. ahwell. at least its 100x better than the insane mugging week. whee.

Facebook
HAHA facebook is like my major source of entertainment :D when damn bored then clear all the quizzes and stuff HAHA. quite fun actually :D and then there's friends for sale. =.= STUPID JIEHAN KEEP MAKING ME KISS AND DATE PEOPLE whatthehell. -.- and daryll's value exponentially increased! cuz of xining and jiehan and junan and people. -.- and ivan keeps getting bought away... IVAN BUY ME BACK FROM JIEHAN HE IS PURE EVIL D: and vern is now idkhowexpensivemaybe9digits already. D: ahhs. =x

wheeheehee. maybe i should go try mousehunt. it looks fun. (: haha okay shall update until here! apparently it's elearning now... but im not learning anything -.- and the maths lecture doesnt work. >< gahhs. ohwell. so many things to do esp for pw and econs.

blahaha okay shall update sometime when im bored again bbye world! and jiayou for elearning and whateverss. (:

2009-06-18T23:44:00.003+08:00

hello people!
im here again :D
hahas today was announcing of MAD exco results! hmm i didnt get vp... quite disappointed cuz i really wanted to have a chance to lead in MAD. but im also quite relieved to know that i'll be free-er and have more time to study! especially in jc2. (: so it's kinda a mixed feeling thingy. =/
anyways still a very big thankyou to everyone who voted for me (: although i didnt get the post, it's really nice to know that there are people out there in MAD (not just hiphop) who support me and acknowledge my capabilities. thank you people! i love you guys (:

hahas i really think the new vps hilary and girvan are really awesome people (WHO ARE BOTH IN HIPHOP WOOHOO) whom i think are super suitable for the post of vp... so i feel really happy for them as well! (: congratulations people! you guys deserved it :D jiayou jiayou! DO HIPHOP PROUD YAY. :D

yes and congratulations to the new MAD exco! :D hahas so cool it's like the secretary, treasurer and vps are all from hiphop :D HAHAHA i was like totally 'zomg the new exco is hiphop-dominated'. :D jiayou people! <3 love you guys (:

yes that's all for now! hmm although im really not in the position to say this... but to people who ran for exco and didnt get it (like me) please don't be disappointed! everyone has a part to play in bringing MAD to greater heights. (: so yes! let's all jiayou, do our part, support the new exco and we can improve together, as ONE MAD. :D

yup okays i just did 8 pages of math and math makes you groggy so i feel a little ~___~ now like slightly abnormal so i think i shall go play some game or sleep or just rot somewhere. bye people! and jiayou mugging for blocks. (:

i ♥ the hiphop photo. :D

2009-06-15T15:17:00.003+08:00

hello my good awesome people~
havent been here in a really long time! shall update about some stuffs (:

MAD exco elections
whoa this was a scary thing man. HAHAHA. esp the interview! but ohwells i think i did fine i guess. many thanks to liuyi, yiran, j1 hiphoppers and my dear seniors (who were standing at the back of the room) for all of your nice encouraging actions/words! :D thankyouuu. whee. hmm i don't know if i can get vp, but i really think i did my best already.. so even if i didnt get it im still very proud of myself (: all the candidates running for p and vp are all really charismatic speakers who are really responsible people! so there's quite alot of competition... i'll be really happy for whoever gets p and vp cuz i honestly think all of them are capable of bringing MAD to greater heights. (:

Inspire '09
wheehee inspire was FUN. hahas. esp in the holding room where all the funny stuff happens. :D many many people bought food for everyone to share! so there was stuff like sultana biscuits, timtam, and haojie's DOPE hua (douhua) which he bought for everyone! :D THANKYOU. and thanks liuyi and bboys and moderners for chocolates! love you guys lots :D whee! hmm our friday night perf was quite good, (esp the popping :D ) better than the saturday show, i think. ohwells but i think we did really well considering we only had 2 weeks to choreo a new dance, new music and everything. :D great job people! :D hmm but next time we must put in more energy! :D
oh yes. FUNK FACTION WAS DOPE. omgomgomg DOPE. seriously. hahas. their popping was like BAMM. seriously the whole stage shaking kinda popping. :D dopedopedope. and their waves! zomg it's like they had no bones :O woohoo. quite inspired by them to train harder (: wheee.
anyways. i hope everyone who watched inspire had a great time yahhs! :D hope you guys enjoyed the performances. (:

yesyes now that i'm slightly free-er i think i really need to start mugging. but then L4D is tempting! D: gahhs. okay i shall go do some math then play L4D HOHOHO. yayyes.

jiayou to everyone mugging for blocks/midyears! please don't be like me and procrastinate. :D

oh yes i almost forgot! here's a little something that i found quite funny. :D

:D the comments rock. :D

byebye dajiamen~

2009-05-25T22:17:00.005+08:00

hmms i was looking at dancenight pictures on facebook just now and here are some of the nicer/cooler ones i saw :D

boomboompow pose! :D

daryll's few seconds of fame :D

haojie's few seconds of fame :D

our sexy seniors! :D

ms chen! :D

bboys and girls! :D this pic looks awesome :D

so this was how the stage looked like when it was swarming with people! :D

one big happy MAD hiphop family :D

whee if i see any more nice ones i shall post them here.

as for now... chem awaits... =x

2009-05-24T22:04:00.005+08:00

Dancenight '09 BACK AGAIN was AWESOME. <3

M.A.D hiphopbboymodern
HCCD

WE TOTALLY ROCKED THE STAGE. :D

ohman ohman i totally love love the hiphoppers! we were AWESOME. :D and we just went out there and danced our heart and soul out and we BLEW THE CROWD AWAY. :D :D :D great job people!

hahas actually i wanted to blog about how all the hard work and everything had finally paid off, but i figured it was kinda abit cliche, so i shall list random stuff that happened during dancenight HAHA. :D

#1: on one occasion, when i walked out of the girls toilet, i saw liuyi walking out from the guys toilet. apparently she went in to put eyeliner for the guys. -.-

#2: the j1 hiphop + bboy holding room turned into a clubbing room with flashing lights and blasting music. it was AWESOME :D

#3: many people thought the screwup during anan's item on friday night was a dramatic pause. :D we were awesome! (:

#4: chouyun gave me a chilli that read "that was hot!"

#5: yumi gave me a brocolli. =/

#6: weisheng taught me new hilarious hand things. HAHA.

#7: jasmine and lorraine gave me a lovely bouquet of roses. THANK YOU GUYS I LOVE YOU :D

#8: i used more hairspray during dancenight than i have ever used in my WHOLE LIFE.

WOOHOO my brain's kinda not functioning so i can't really think of anything else. =) yesyes. dancenight was ELECTRIFYING MINDBLOWING AND TOTALLY AWESOME :D :D :D
anyways. for everyone who came down to support us, THANK YOU SO MUCH. :D and for those who didn't manage to get tickets, don't worry! cuz...

we'll be BACK AGAIN next year. :D

oh yes smth random. just now when i was walking arnd in the royal sporting house at bukit panjang plaza, boom boom pow played. and right after boom boom pow, womanizer played. HAHAHA it was REALLY cool. :D

2009-05-22T00:26:00.001+08:00

JIAYOU ALL HCI MAD AND HCCD FOR DANCENIGHT LATER!~

AJA AJA FIGHTING ^____^

2009-05-14T21:57:00.004+08:00

hello people!
im here once again after a very long time (: anyways, grats to lorraine and bandies for getting gold for band syf! <3 hahas. hmm i've been incredibly busy with dance pracs and tutorials and class assignments and all, so i haven't really got the time to update. =x and even as in typing this, im waiting for chaychoong to come online so we can start on GPP. yeahhs. busy, busy life. ahwell.

hmm although it's quite tiring and stressing to have dance pracs until so late almost everyday, im actually enjoying it quite alot :D i totally love the hiphoppers! they're like all really nice and funny people. (: and contrary to popular belief, we're quite bonded. and there's no politics and whatever stuff and i hope we can stay super bonded forever! :D

hmm cuz im from a UG in nanyang (girl guides), i actually didn't have the experience of training very very hard for a performance (except during parades, but then again, that's totally different). so it's really awesome to be part of a group of awesome people all working really hard to achieve a common goal. (: yups. it's like during training, you can see everyone training really hard, correcting each other's mistakes, encouraging one another and spurring each other on, and basically, showing lots of love for everyone (: it's really nice. (: and although sometimes it gets quite demoralising and depressing when our items get criticized, we continue to put in our very best to make it better. and i know that by dancenight, we'll all be ready~ so let's JIAYOU PEOPLE! :D although we might fail the horrible upcoming tests and whatnot and get scolded by our parents for going home late almost every single day, and get nagged at for neglecting our schoolwork, let's give dancenight '09 our all! eight more days! :D hmm although sometimes we may think that it's impossible to be super neat and perfect within a short time of eight days, let's give it our best shot and show the school and everyone else what we're made of :D

...impossible is nothing.

2009-05-06T22:45:00.003+08:00

JIAYOU LORRAINE FOR BAND SYF! :D
and your fellow bandies too. :D jiayou jiayou GO GO GO! (:

oh and grats ky and all rioHC ppl gold with honours yeah! and HCCO! :D and HCCD! :D
CONGRATULATIONS~

hmm. dancenight is in 16 days' time... JIAYOU ALL MAD AND CHI DANCE PEOPLE! let's make this year's dancenight a BLAST! :D

esp to all my dear hiphop j1s! :D jiayou jiayou! we can do it :D
uh on a side note. I NEED TO BUY COSTUMES @%^#*&^*&. gahhs. ><

okays time to sleep! goodnight everyone~

byebye ^_______^

2009-04-26T22:45:00.006+08:00

omg. ITS REAL.

click to enlarge!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH ROFL.
liangpin ftw! HAHA.
:D

2009-04-26T22:22:00.002+08:00

hello my excellent good people (:
here's an extract from a msn convo that just took place:

` ΜΛD sarah! ♥ says (10:00 PM):
aye wad sabbys you sign up for?
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:01 PM):
omg
u wun wan to know
have you sign up yet?
` ΜΛD sarah! ♥ says (10:01 PM):
havent
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:01 PM):
OHH
` ΜΛD sarah! ♥ says (10:01 PM):
aye tell me leh lol.
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:01 PM):
then come join me
KNITTING!
rofl
` ΜΛD sarah! ♥ says (10:02 PM):
O
M
G
.
are you serious
like WTH?!
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:02 PM):
=D
wadd
guys knitting very weird meh
so cute la
` ΜΛD sarah! ♥ says (10:02 PM):
nope
its plain weird
` ΜΛD sarah! ♥ says (10:03 PM):
you tell siwei you go knitting
i wan see her expression
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:03 PM):
yea tmr
kor can come too
then thats TWO guys in knitting =)
` ΜΛD sarah! ♥ says (10:03 PM):
..........................
sekali you only guy inside
i will LAUGH.
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:03 PM):
so?
at most
i go buy skirt
wear a wig
miss lim liang pin
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:04 PM):
XD
` ΜΛD sarah! ♥ says (10:04 PM):
OMG MISS LIM HAHAHHAHAHAHA
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:04 PM):
eww thats disturbing
` ΜΛD sarah! ♥ says (10:04 PM):
no its not.
its normal.
(:
you're liangpin what
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:04 PM):
...
` ΜΛD sarah! ♥ says (10:04 PM):
its what you do. (:
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:05 PM):
come join me
` ΜΛD sarah! ♥ says (10:05 PM):
siao.
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:05 PM):
in knitting!
` ΜΛD sarah! ♥ says (10:05 PM):
no way.
><
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:05 PM):
weird
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:05 PM):
guys join knitting
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:05 PM):
and girls dun wan join
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:07 PM):
yea
Thats a rugger like me
must show im a man of peace
join knitting
` ΜΛD sarah! ♥ says (10:07 PM):
omg seriously i feel like blogging about you in knitting.
okay i shall do tt.
<=~-[ Liang Pin ]-~=> says (10:08 PM):
HAHA DO IT
if i have the balls to join, i dun mind the whole world knowing im joined
provided i get in
` ΜΛD sarah! ♥ says (10:08 PM):
okay.
(:

LAWL. the last time i checked, guys in knitting is just abnormal. idk. ahwell. but then again...

[c=4][i]ZhanHao[/i][/c] says (10:13 PM):
lol did u really believe liangpin -.-"
...
u know our class got alot of 'sot' diao people

hmm. AHWELL. it's funny anyway. :D
stoopid fever.>< go away leh i still need study for chem ):

ahwell byebye people jiayou for whatever tests you may have. (:

2009-04-16T21:13:00.002+08:00

hey people!
hmm i'm blogging cuz there aren't any facebook quizzes to do and i don't feel like doing that chem tutorial beside me now. :D

it's been a very hectic week! with all the dance pracs and stuff. i realised i'm the most inexperienced among the girls... all of them have awesome dance backgrounds! so i guess i'll have to work really hard yeahhs. (: ohwell. go me! :D

hahas i also realised that i've not been doing any work for a very long time... i need to stop procrastinating! gahh i keep thinking 'can rest now can do work later' and the later never comes! D: ahh. i really really need to start STUDYING. ): and doing maths. i shall overthrow the MATHS MONSTER. woots. oh yeahhs bio test on monday. needa studyyyy. ): hahas. i need motivation! ): ahwell.

oh on a side note. yumi is super pro in tennis! (duh.) she's like this undefeatable blob of tennis essence. (haha that sounded weird but my brain can't churn out anything better now. =x) hahas. i shall treat her to something someday to celebrate. (: but that will be after i return the kaching i owe lorraine. ): hahas. it's like this never ending cycle of owing and people owing you... hmm.

hahas i have decided that i shall include a column at the bottom of every post showing what i'm listening to. (: like lorraine's blog. i think it's pretty cool! hahas. x)

okays people i shall stop procrastinating and bring myself to do chem tutorial! :D cyas and all the best for any upcoming tests that you may have! (:

byebyee~

listening to: Kiss Me Through The Phone (Ft. Sammie) - Soulja Boy

2009-04-09T23:05:00.003+08:00

oh and one more thing. i don't think any of us J1s joined MAD just to act seh. we all joined because of our common interest/passion to dance. and although i agree that MAD is a really cool cca, that is not the main reason why we joined.

so stop saying annoying crap like, "MAD is to act seh one."

><

2009-04-09T22:54:00.003+08:00

what the crap im like quite pissed.

this is not the first time someone told me this, and i get super freaking pissed when i hear this okay.

i know some people are joking when they say it, but seriously i can't stand it, even if it's a joke.

Stop saying i 混进 MAD.

its very VERY annoying.

and MAD is not something you can 混 into.

if you're so pro go 混 yourself lah.

seriously WHAT THE CRAP. ><

2009-04-07T20:32:00.004+08:00

hello peopless.
i havent been here in AGES. and this <-- is beginning to be the starting line of every single blog post. HAHA. ohwell.

yes as you people can see, i changed my blogskin AGAIN. wheee. nahh actually i prefer the previous one alot more. but there were problems with the picture hosting and stuff, so i had to change it. and this has very few pictures, so there wont be much of a problem if the picture hosting stuff happens again. HAHA. :D yes anyway school has been awesome (generally)! hmm i think my class is very bonded and everything! and the genders are mixed. haha. which is kinda like a good thing, considering i still see a few classes having guy-girl distinctions. wheee. yupps. but there's alot of schoolwork to do.. and its really ALOT. so either 1) i stay up to do till crazy hours in the morning, or 2) i just heck and see how it goes. the latter happens really often. HAHA. ohwell. (:

MAD is really fun! and the j1 hiphop people are quite bonded already! which is very very good yahhs. (: we're gonna have jts this saturday at matthew's house, where a certain someone (___ ___) is going to be dunked by the j1s once every half and hour or so. :D HAHA. so cool. and dancenight 2009 is coming up! so the practices now are quite scarily hiong, but i think i'll survive. (: yupps. an an's choreo is really nice! and the songs used are very hiphoppish too. (: but ms chen's choreo is quite unhiphoppish i think. ohwells i hope it'll turn out fine. (: yesyes. anyway. im going to do some publicity!

_______________
DANCENIGHT 2009. Back Again. 22(evening) and 23 (matinee and evening) May 2009. hci audi. $6 per ticket! people performing: MAD modern, MAD hiphop, MAD bboy, chinese dance.
_______________

yupps. uhm people who are not from hci but wanna go just leave a tag here! :D wheeee. hci ppl order from the order forms okay. hahas. xD

okayys. unlike chiobu(zhanhao), i've finished my GP essay corrections. (: SO I HAVE NOTHING TO DO TODAY MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. :D early sleeeeep. oh and CONGRATULATIONS to hunter and rensyn for getting into council! you guys really deserved it (: all the best in everything you do yahhs! :D gogo all the way! <3

hmm since i have very very rare free time i shall use the time wisely and not spend it by doing stuff like blogging. yeahhs. bye people! shall update soon, where soon shall be defined by me. :D HAHAH. yesyes.

okayys people byebyebyebyebyeeeeeeeee <3

2009-03-15T16:04:00.002+08:00

hey people!
im here after a very long yeah. (: and if not for the fact that the march holidays are here, i probably won't be here! no wait... i would still be here. cuz i have exciting news to post about!

CONGRATULATONS MY DARLING FRIEND LORRAINE FOR GETTING MERIT FOR GRADE 8 PIANO :D

congratulations yah? :D i told you you'd make it! :D yupps so now you officially owe me a lunch at a place that would be determined by ME. xD HAHAHA. yayye.

hmm actually this incident also made me think about God's importance in our everyday life. lorraine getting merit for her grade 8 piano is evidence of how amazing God actually is. getting a pass for grade 8 piano is already a feat for many, and impossible for me (believe me, im impossibly hopeless at piano) and lorraine got merit even after supposedly screwing up twice. hmm and although lorraine possesses great talent and affinity (=.=) for piano, i believe that without the prayers, this won't have happened.

Praise the Lord for Lorraine's piano results! :D and praise Him for giving me such an awesome friend. ❤

bye people! :D off to play~

2009-03-02T21:21:00.002+08:00

hello all!
i got into MAD hiphop! :D super happy yeahhs. (: hahas.
anyway. since i needa study for math, i shall make this short yeah! (:

thankyou my darling friend lorraine for praying for me to get in MAD since a long long time ago! love youu. ❤
and thankyou all my friends who cheered me on for auditions! (:

and most importantly, thank you Lord for giving me the chance to pursue something im passionate in. (:

okay mathstime byebye.

p.s. happy early birthday zhanhao! (: and get well soon liangpin! (:

2009-02-16T00:18:00.001+08:00

hello all ye aresians out there!

here's the fac dance session schedule uploaded on facebook!

- Dance Session 3 (17/2) - 4pm - Area Outside Audi
- Dance Session 4 (18/2) - 4pm - Foyer @ SALT Centre
- Dance Session 5 (19/2) - 4pm - Inner Plaza
- Dance Session 6 (23/2) - 4pm - Area Outside Audi
- Dance Session 7 (24/2) - 4pm - Foyer @ SALT Centre
- Dance Session 8 (25/2) - 4pm - Inner Plaza

woohoo ARES FIGHTING! ^_^

byebye (:

2009-02-14T12:54:00.004+08:00

hello people! :D
hmm yesterday's campfire marked the end of 2 weeks of orientation... hmm starting next week school will start to get really busy and hectic... hope i'll survive! (:

anyway. orientation was really super fun and exciting. and although i was totally sick and .____. for the whole last week of orientation, i still enjoyed myself yah (: yayyes.
hmm war was SUPER FUN. HAHAHA. esp when you're just standing at the side and you see an artemis soloist charging into ares territory, and just gets engulfed by a sea of red. HAHAHA its super hilarious. (: lol butbutbut the athena ppl very violent! ): i was holding a waterbomb (just purely HOLDING it -.-) and this athena girl pointed at it and shouted 'BOMB!' and POUNCED on me. ): anyway that's not the point. the point is... ARES WON. ❤ WOOHOOOOOOOO. :D yayye us. :D

hahaha! oh and the ares fac dance is totally nice :) we shall win the fac dance champs for 4th time consecutively okay! :D so jiayoujiayou all aresians out there let's practice and perfect the dance! :D

wahahaha okays. im quite tired now.. so i shall stop here. to all hc ppl, JIAYOU FOR SCHOOL YEAHHS! :D let's REV IT UP! :D

ARES is LOVE. ❤
OG 40 is LOVE. ❤
09S76 is LOVE. ❤

WOOHOO. :D

2009-02-08T23:46:00.003+08:00

hello my good people!
hahah i realise i havent updated in a very very very long time. (: OHWELLS im here anyway.

ORIENTATION WAS AWESOME. omgomgomg OG 40 is LOVE. ^^
thankyou all you guys who made the orientation experience such a memorable and interesting one. (:

lets have more OG lunches and stuff more often yahhs! (:

byebye dajia!

2009-01-21T18:36:00.003+08:00

hello my good people! :D
wahahahahha yes im here to blog about SCHOOL. xD
hmms school has been quite interesting what! and somewhat enjoyable! hahaha except for the waking up part. :) yes anyways! i think lectures are fun! besides the part where teachers keep walking here there everywhere at the back of the audi. ):

OH yesterday we went to eat lunch at mos aft school! (we meaning me siwei liuyi nicolea xinyu jessica). HAHAHA and liuyi was so funny omg. i realised that every single lunch session with liuyi is SUPER entertaining. HAHAHA oh oh i dunno wad happened then siwei reached her hand out in front of liuyi to take smth THEN LIUYI WAS BLABBERING AND HER FOOD FLEW OUT. HAHAHA. yes and we laughed for a very very long time xD haha i think liuyi can make a tv programme! something like 'Lunch With Liuyi' HAHAHA. so entertaining. xD

OH THEN XINYU VERY FUNNY! cuz the mos burger apple pie has a 'CAUTION! I'M HOT!' sticker stuck on the paper thingy. THEN XINYU WANTED TO PASTE IT ON HER BLOUSE HAHAHA. hilariouss. xD haha then me and nicolea started to secretly collect the stickers from everyone's apple pie thingum. xD hahas.

yay IN CONCLUSION school has been very very exciting! and certainly more fun than staying at home and rotting. (: although i miss the wake-up-at-2 days. ): ohwells!

kayys im going to see my facebook already so BYE PEOPLE! oh and all the best to all the o level ppl waiting for school posting! ENJOY YOUR LAST FEW DAYS OF FREEDOM HOHOHO. x) and all the best to ky for his MOE interview thingy! xD

BYEBYE DAJIA. xD

2009-01-15T15:23:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA first post of 2009 whee.
anyway. i just did this quiz thing on facebook that jasmine and lorraine tagged me to do... and i really think it was VERY cool. so i shall post it here whee. xD

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Behind these Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson [ehh...? o.O]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Revolution - F.I.R [HAHAH WTH.]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
We Can Go Anywhere - Jesse McCartney [erm.. right.]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Amigo (아.미.고) - SHINee [ehh...? lol amigo is friend in spanish or smth right? HAHA. LOL.]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Headstrong - Ashley Tisdale [oh cool. xD]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Lonely No More - Clay Aiken [HAHA this is getting funnier and funnier HAHAHAH. xD]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Quit Playing Games (with my heart) - Backstreet Boys [WHAT. haha this sounds abit bad. ): ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
How Do You Sleep? - Jesse McCartney [HAHA this is really weird. =x ]

WHAT IS 2+2?
1 Minute 1 Second - Epik High (에픽하이) [rrrrrrright. >< ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Crazy (미쳤어) - Son Dambi (손담비) [OMG. HAHAHA. AWESOME. this is SO going on my blog. xD]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne [eh WHAT. LOL. ><]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Replay (누난 너무 예뻐) - SHINee [right so my life... replays?! o.O]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Anybody - Jesse McCartney [WHAT. I DONT WANNA BE ANYBODY. I WANNA BE A SOMEBODY! D:]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
What's Your Name? - Jesse McCartney [i think i would know the name of the person i like right ><]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
非你莫属 - Tank [HAHAHA awwwww. =3 ]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Purple Line - DBSK [OH YEAH. I WONT MIND. hmm my itunes reads my mind. xD]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
ON & ON - DBSK [hohoho the proness of sarah will go on and on! (: ]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
不能说的秘密 - 周杰倫 [eh its a secret. HAHA. xD]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
CLAP! - DBSK [whatthecrap..?]

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Half A Week Before The Winter - Vanessa Carlton [hmm i like BOTH autumn and winter! D: ]

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Welcome To The Black Parade - My Chemical Romance [eh. o.o]

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Dead! - My Chemical Romance [oh yeah i'll regret being dead. LOL.]

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Red Sunset - Big Bang [i like this song! and it doesnt make me laugh lor wth. HAHA.]

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Stealing Cinderella - Chuck Wicks [aww. but i won't steal! >( ]

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
NO? - DBSK [there. HAHAHA. WHAT THE CRAP.]

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne [uh. i don't think so. HAHA.]

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Yeah! - Usher [...]

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Brom's Story - Eragon OST [nah why would i even be interested in his story?! o.O]

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
The Call - Backstreet Boys [nope i didnt receive any call. ><]

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
BOOM - S.H.E. [POOF!!! HAHAHA.]

2008-12-31T22:49:00.007+08:00

HI PEOPLE.
31st december! hmm byebye 2008, hello 2009!

hmm 2008 has been a really fast year, and i dunno everything seemed to fly past very fast. BUT! it has been a TOTALLY awesome year (: i realised in sec 4 i became closer to many many people, and started talking to many old friends. so cool right (: yupps.

haha i actually planned to put my new year resolution here.. but i havent really thought about it. so i'll put it up on the side there >> tomorrow! :D

oh yes yes important important.

❤ HAPPY BIRTHDAY LORRAINE THE PRO! ❤

lorraine: wishing you a VERY happy birthday and have an AWESOME year ahead! we shall continue to write letters okay? ^^ haha! oh and i might consider joining band next year! (: depending on the committment. (: whee! oh and its YOUR FAULT you made me addicted to guitar hero you see i feel like playing it nownownow and the spastic 'beat it' by michael jackson is in my brain. ): wheeeee. and yay you said im talented at the guitar hero drums. YAY ME. xD xD yes anyway. thank you for being such an AWESOME friend and buddy! haha you have been and will ALWAYS be someone i can totally rely on, in terms of everything! 사랑해요 (i love you! ❤) rock on dude! xD

ah another quizzz. (:
source: soggy! (:

1. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before?
Gone overseas twice in a year.
stayed at the beach overnight. [i cant think of anything else. o.o]

2. Did you keep your New Years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i think i kept them! hmm the new ones are there >>>

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
HAHA. my cousin's pregnant. (:

4. Did anyone close to you die?
yeah.

5. What countries did you visit?
Japan! and japan! :D:D:D

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
SLEEP. D: and self control.

7. What dates from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory?
1st October 2008. MY AWESOME BIRTHDAY.
5th November 2008. HCL O levels.
30th-31st December 2008. stayed overnight at the beach.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
successfully comforting a depressed friend.

9. What was your biggest failure?
MATHS.
but i shall do better next year.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Flu, fever, sorethroat. papercut. twisted ankle. poked by stapler.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
my phone! xD

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
uhm... mine? o.o HAHA.

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
My younger sister. ><

14. Where did most of your money go?
Birthday presents for people! and paying lorraine. (i owe her ALOT of money.)

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
HCL 'O' levels. Japan trips. becoming 16. dance lessons.

16. What song/album will always remind you of 2008?
Mirotic - DBSK (the song AND the album)

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
happier or sadder? definitely happier.
thinner or fatter? eh. i forgot my weight last year. lol.
richer or poorer? POORER. D:

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
church activities.
spending more time with family.
studying!

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
MAPLING. -.- (because there's never 'enough')
stoning at the wall.
slacking.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
church, friends, family.

21. Who did you spend the most time on the phone with?
hmm as in longest talktime? LORRAINE. and it was about totally random pointless stuff. (:

22. Did you fall in love in 2008?
HAHA. with myself. (:

23. How many one night stands in this last year?
...wth.

24. What was your favourite TV program?
eh have a few leh.
disney channel: the suite life of zack and cody, hannah montana, wizards of waverly place.
cartoon network: ben 10? HAHA I DUNNO.
ch 55: On Air
Arirang: Pops in Seoul
KBS: Music Bank

okay from this i realise i should watch less tv. :/

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
nahh.

26. What was the best book(s) you read?
Twilight! :D

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
I AM GIFTED AT DRUMS. (the guitar hero one but OHWELLS its still counted. xD)

28. What did you want and get?
Sony ericsson C902 (red), sony camera, crumpler (lorraineandjasmine), mirotic album, DBSK poster. (i think there's more but i can't seem to think of anything else.)

29. What did you want and not get?
PSP, i pod touch, aiyah why dont you refer to the first part of my wishlist xD

30. What were your favourite films of this year?
Bolt, HSM 3.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Sixteen! I BOUGHT MY PHONE. and i didn't mug although my birthday's during the exam period.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
having 37 hours a day.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
okay i guess...?

34. What kept you sane?
im naturally sane. x)

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
DBSK.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Presidential Elections.

37. Who did you miss?
i forgot.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
hmm. i dunno. they're all awesome.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
be optimistic towards everything, and you'll enjoy life.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year?
"some pages turned, some bridges burned, but there were lessons learned" - Lessons Learned by Carrie Underwood. (thankyoujasmineforsuggestingthelyrics.(: )

yay im done. (:

yes anywayss. thankyou all my friends out there for making this year such an awesome one! hmm dajia JIAYOU FOR JC and ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING YOU DO! i love you all! ^^ 我非常非常非常非常非常爱你们！❤

2008-12-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

hmm 3 more min of christmas! :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE :D

내가 크리스마스에 원하는건 오직 유노윤호오빠 하나!
go figureee. xD

byebye (:

2008-12-25T01:11:00.002+08:00

hmm. got this from liuyi's bloggie.

When you're broken, bored, distraught and disgusted, do quizzes to distract yourself.
(i circle BORED.)

01.Single, taken, naked or flirt?
Single
02.Are you happy with that?
Obviously..?
03.Would you still kiss your ex?
eh..? O.o
04.Have you ever had your heart broken?
hmm. broken another way, yup, but not the way that this question means.
05.Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
no way.
06.Have you ever talked about marriage?
uhm i think so...?
07.Do you want children?
.......
08.How many?
,,,,,,,
09.If someone likes you now, would you want them to tell you?
hmm maybe!
10.Do you want someone you cant have?
HAHAHA. at this point of time, nope. (: [i can totally imagine yumi doing this quiz and putting JUNSU JUNSU JUNSU HAHAHAHAHAHHA. xD]
11.Have you ever been in love?
hmm i love myself every second. (:
12.Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
not really. they're kinda meaningless...
13.What would you say about your recent ex?
non-existent.
14.Does your ex still have feelings for you?
yup. non-existent feelings. =.= (this is getting weirder)
15.Do you believe in long distance relationship?
define LONG. -.-
16.Do you believe in love at first sight?
YES. HAHA.

TRUTHS ABOUT ME
01.Are you perfect?
no one is!
02.Are you tall?
i dislike this question. D:
03.Are you short?
GO AWAY. ><
04.Are you in your pyjamas?
o.o nope..? shirt and fbts ftw (:

LAST
01.The last friend you saw?
siwei!
02.Last talked on phone to?
daddy!
03.Last person to text you?
YUMI. HAHAHA. and it was a hilarious sms. xD

FAVOURITES
01.Number?
3 7 27 28
02.Colour?
pink purple
03.Food?
Shark's fin soup! (i know it's bad but MAN i really LOVE it.)

QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
01.What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
checked my phone for smses
02.Do you have anything that bothers you?
at this moment, nope. (:
03.Whats the last movie you watched in the theatres?
bolt! (I LOVE THE HAMSTER. <3)
04.Where is the last place you went?
kitchen. and there was no food there so im still hungry. ):
05.Do you smile a lot?
yup!
06.Do you wish upon stars?
uh nope. i wish to my pillow. (:
07.Are you a friendly person?
oh no no no i am shy and antisocial HAHA omg. xD
08.Where did you have your sleep last night?
mynice bed. (:
09.When was the last time you cried?
OH ON THE PLANE. i yawned until i cried. ):
10.What was your last thoughts before going to bed?
i need to buy purple and orange converse shoe laces for liuyi tomorrow.
11.Rate life as of it now,one being bad,ten being great?
DEFINITELY 10. life's GREAT.
12.What do you hear right now?
Revolution Cry (ky's blog) and dota sounds (my bro's com)
13.Does anything hurt you right now?
alexandra's changing church D:
14.What your favourite month?
OCTOBER.

EMOTIONS
01.Are you missing someone right now?
no one in particular.
02.Are you tired?
absolutely.
03.Are your parents still married?
YES. wth ><

BASICS
01.Real name?
Sarah Siau!
02.Eye colour?
Brownish black
03.Male or Female?
does sarah sound like a male name to you? (:
04.Crushing?
uh. my chair? im sitting on it now.
05.Hair colour?
brownish black. like dark chocolate HAHA. (:
06.Sweats or jeans?
sweats
07.Phone or Camera?
phone with camera. HAHAHA i love my kimi(my RED sony ericsson C902) <3
08.Health freak?
depends on my mood.
09.Righty or Lefty?
Right.
10.Smoke or drink?
drink water. (:

FIRST
01.First best friend?
lynette thiong!
02.First enemy?
not telling.
03.First vacation?
langkawi, malaysia.

CURRENTLY
01.Eating?
air.
02.Drinking?
saliva.
03.Listening to?
uhh. Revolution Cry? im so busy doing this i havent closed ky's blog. ><
04.Plans tmr?
church, friends, eat, play, com, sleep.

WHICH IS BETTER FOR THE OPPOSITE GENDER?
01.Lips or Eyes?
i thought both were necessary for survival HAHA.
02.Shorter or Taller?
TALLER LAH. ><
03.Romantic or Spontaneous?
uhm. a balance!
04.Sensitive or Loud?
a balance!
05.Hook-up or being in a relationship?
idontunderstandthisqn.

HAVE YOU EVER?
01.Drank hard drinks?
hard drinks meaning smth like ice..? o.o i've eaten ice before!
02.Lost glasses or contacts?
nope.
03.Ran away from home?
crazy. nope.
04.Broken someone's heart?
not that i know of. and i hope not.
05.Been arrested?
ya which is why i am here doing this weird quiz. =.=

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
01.Do you like someone?
MYSELF.
02.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life now?
totally. but i'd be happier if i could drive. x)

TADAHH IM DONE. x)
and guess what!
im still bored. ><

BYEBYE.

2008-12-24T00:56:00.006+08:00

hello people!
hmm i know this is random but i suddenly feel like dedicating a song before christmas. whee.

this awesome song is dedicated to:
208'06! for being super bonded, and basically being the MOST AWESOME class ever!
405'08! for being so supportive of everyone in the class!
lorraine! for ALWAYS being there to high with me and supporting me in everything i do, and for helping me solve my problems many many times!
jasmine! for ALWAYS giving me moral support and encouragement, and for listening whenever i need a listening ear!
siwei! for being such a caring and awesome friend, and for always standing by me!
liuyi! for high-ing with me many many times, and for being such an understanding friend!
(ohmygoodness the list is becoming longer you know what i think i'll edit this list some other day)

and for ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE who have done things that, in one way or another, have changed me and made me who i am today. i really think that i have changed alot (for the better) in these 4 years. Thank you all SO MUCH for being so AWESOME and WONDRFUL.

yup this song is dedicated to all of you.. its Carrie Underwood's Whenever you Remember.
enjoy! (haha ohman i sound like a dj =x )

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Whenever You Remember- Carrie Underwood

When you look back on times we had
I hope you smile
And know that through the good and through the bad
I was on your side when nobody could hold us down

We claimed the brightest star
And we, we came so far
And no they won't forget

[Chorus]Whenever you remember times gone by
Remember how we held our heads so high
When all this world was there for us
And we believed that we could touch the sky
Whenever you remember, I'll be there
Remember how we reached that dream together
Whenever you remember

When you think back on all we've done
I hope you're proud
When you look back and see how far we've come
It was our time to shine
And nobody could hold us down

They thought they'd see us fall
But we, we stood so tall
And no we won't forget

Whenever you remember times gone by
Remember how we held our heads so high
When all this world was there for us
And we believed that we could touch the sky
Whenever you remember, I'll be there
Remember how we reached that dream together
Whenever you remember

Yeah, Oh
We claimed the brightest star
And we, we came so far
You know that we, we showed them all
And no they won't forget
Yeah

Whenever you remember times gone by
Remember how we held our heads so high
When all this world was there for us
And we believed that we could touch the sky
Whenever you remember, I'll be there
Remember how we reached that dream together
Whenever you remember
Whenever you remember
Oh, whenever you remember

2008-12-24T00:45:00.003+08:00

MY DEAR FRIENDS.
as you can see, i changed skin again!
haha i still love mirotic yeahhs but that skin lags my com so i changed it. (:
yups okay people i PROMISE i will put japan pictures up soon kayys.

go liaos! oyasumi~

2008-11-19T20:24:00.000+08:00

hoho as you all can see... i changed my skin to mirotic disc cover thing!
haha this is due to the recent craze over mirotic. hahas. x)

yes im really tired now shall post pictures about japan in the future byebye. (:

TXVQ HWAITING! <3

2008-11-05T21:22:00.002+08:00

no more chinese for the rest of my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D:D:D
WAHAHAHHA. anyway. the main main point of this post.

I NEED TO SELL MY MAPLE (BOOTES) SCROLLS.

yes. so. i shall post all my scrolls here, then whoever's interested in buying pls leave a tag with ur offer! (: oh and dont try to scam me i know market price de.

The Scrolls (Bootes)
Face eva 70%
helmet acc 70%
eye int 60% (2)
earring int 30%
earring int 70%
glove int 30%
cape int 70%
cape str 70%
2-h sword att 30%

1-h axe att 10%
1-h axe att 30%

2-h axe att 30%
2-h axe att 60%
1-h bw att 60%
2-h bw att 30%
spear att 70%(2)

dagger att 10%

bow att 30%

xbow att 30% (2)

xbow att 70%

wand ma 60%

wand ma 70%
btmwear dex 30%
btmwear jump 70% (2)

shoe dex 30%
shoe dex 70% (2)
shoe jump 10%
shoe jump 60%

yes now you see my need to sell scrolls. cuz there's simply no space in my inventory. >< oh yes there are some other crap scrolls too that i cant be bothered to type. hahahaha.

yes okay i go maple le liuyi waiting byebye (:

2008-10-20T23:35:00.003+08:00

hmm exams are overrrrr. xD
wheee.
yes anyway. this song started randomly playing in my brain. xD

The Mission

(Steve Green)

There's a call going out across the land in every nation

A call to those who swear allegiance to the cross of Christ

A call to true humility, to live our lives responsibly

To deepen our devotion to the cross at any price

Let us then be sober, moving only in the Spirit

As aliens and strangers in a hostile foreign land

The message we're proclaiming is repentance and forgiveness

The offer of salvation to the dying race of man

Chorus: To love the Lord our God

Is the heartbeat of our mission

The spring from which our service overflows

Across the street or around the world

The mission's still the same

Proclaim and live the Truth in Jesus' name

As a candle is consumed by the passion of the flame

Spilling light unsparingly throughout a darkened room

Let us burn to know Him deeper then our service flaming bright

Will radiate his passions

And blaze with holy light

Chorus

ohmy this song is so inspiring. (:

yes dajia. anyway i should go sleep or something. xD

oh if you're bored so see siwei's quizzes. quite amusing. xD

and yes YAY raikkonen got 3rd. xD xD xD woooooooooooooootzxzx. :D

byebye dajia. x)

2008-10-15T20:22:00.001+08:00

im quite annoyed.
everyone should consider the feelings of others before doing something 'creative'.
you think it's funny, you think it's hilarious, you think nothing's wrong.
and just because one doesn't say anything, you think it's perfectly fine.
but you know what, it's not.
it's totally okay to just tease someone, i don't think anyone will be particularly unhappy about that.
but i think you really went overboard this time.
maybe you think it's nothing different from teasing, and it's not offensive.
but you know what. i'm actually quite offended and pissed off.
and even though i don't actually show it, but you should be able to tell that i was acting weirdly, if you actually bothered to notice.
and i am really very appalled by what you did, seriously.
you said that you'll do it. but i seriously didn't expect you to really do it.
not caring about what i feel when i know about it is bad enough, but not caring for the other person's feelings is really unacceptable.
everyone has different levels of tolerance you know, and what might seem totally okay for you may be totally unforgivable to another person.
and although you may think i have a very high tolerance, i actually don't.
and especially for this kind of thing, really, i get very easily pissed off.
if you feel offended if you read this, i'm very sorry, but i really need vent this.
i don't mean to offend you in any way, but i really think you should come to understand.
it's not funny, it's not hilarious, i think it's just plain insensitive and mean.

and i think you really crossed the line this time.

2008-10-01T22:48:00.004+08:00

hello peopleee.
hahaha yay today was a really awesome birthday. i think i hit a record high number of people wishing me happy birthday! xD

thanks to the following people who wished me happy birthday (excluding my family) :

lorraine
jiawang
kevin
darrel
yunhao
shen yang
zongbin
jasmine
junan
valerie
larine
lynette
sokkhoong
joanne chua
audrey
uyen
sunran
jolyn
yingci
yinkuan
zihui
yihui
bailu
russell
valentia
liuyi
nigel
wyeteng
alexandra
yingling
wenshan
letitia
siwei
yumi
michael
maria
mingrun
bufan
hsiu chin
michelle
nicolea
elroy
szehan
(im sorry to those whom i left out... i've a feeling i left out 2-3 people. x/)

thank you all for your wonderful wishes! (: and JIAYOU ALL FOR EOYS! (for those who havent finished yet hahas. :D )

special thanks to yunhao for the awesome US-imported mug (: and my daddy for my awesome new handphone (: and my mummy for the pretty swatch watch (: and kevin for the cute bread wrist rest thing (: and jasmine & lorraine for the AWESOME red crumpler :D

haha seriously i was quite shocked that some of my primary school ex-classmates remembered my birthday (: hahas thank you thank you! xD

I LOVE YOU ALL. <3

2008-10-01T00:07:00.001+08:00

hello everyone (:

I'M SIXTEEN! (:

yay yay yay sweeeet sixteeeen. :D

yayyayyay NC16 here i come. (:

haha thanks all for your birthday wishes and presents (: will post the list here after it's done. (:
jiayou all for EOYS and happy childrens' day to all! <3

wahahaha im really happy now. (:

oh by the way. MIROTIC ROCKS. <3

2008-09-28T22:03:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

RAIKKONENNNNNN D: D: D: D: D:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OMG WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D:

nevermind still have day race in malaysia.

go raikkonen. <3

^O^

2008-09-28T20:33:00.001+08:00

KIMI RÄIKKÖNEN

ALL THE WAY!

WE ALL LOVE YOU. <3

2008-09-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

THE ULTIMATE COUNTDOWN.

to the start of EOYS.

and not forgetting...

to FREEDOM.

(excluding HCL 'O's.)

jiayou all. (:

2008-09-10T22:01:00.002+08:00

hello all!
hmm apparently now im on com hiatus... so i shouldnt be using the com. but since it's a very special day for a very special friend, i shall break my hiatus and blog. ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE! ^^

haha whee yes its YOUR SPECIAL DAY. and YOUR SPECIAL FRIEND here is wishing you a wonderful birthday and an awesome year ahead xD.

thank you for being such an awesome friend since day 1 at nanyang... i really appreciate all you've done for me in the past 4 years! and although it sounds a little mushy... but i REALLY dunno what i'd have become if i didnt have you constantly encouraging me and giving me all the support i need. yups so remember that whenever you feel that the world's against you, also remember that i'll always be behind you and supporting you in EVERYTHING you do! ^^

oh yes and so sorry that me and lorraine couldnt get you your present on time... you must tell me what you want okay? ^^ hmm if not i shall give you... cup noodles. yes cup noodles are good. they save you if you starve when you're mugging. HAHA xD

oh and yes. here's a song for you! ^^

Once a year we celebrate
With stupid hats and plastic plates
The fact that you were able to make
Another trip around the sun

And the whole clan gathers round
And gifts and laughter do abound
And we let out a joyful sound
And sing that stupid song

Happy birthday!
Now you’re one year older!
Happy birthday!
Your life still isn’t over!
Happy birthday!
You did not accomplish much
But you didn’t die this year
I guess that’s good enough

So let’s drink to your fading health
And hope you don’t remind yourself
The chance of finding fame and wealth
Decrease with every year

Does it feel like you’re doing laps
And eating food and taking naps
And hoping that someday perhaps
Your life will hold some cheer

Happy birthday!
What have you done that matters?
Happy birthday!
You’re starting to get fatter
Happy birthday!
It’s downhill from now on
Try not to remind yourself
Your best years are all gone

If cryogenics were all free
Then you could live like walt disney
And live for all eternity
Inside a block of ice
But instead your time is set
This is the only life you get
And though it hasn’t ended yet
Sometimes you wish it might

Happy birthday!
You wish you had more money
Happy birthday!
Your life’s so sad it’s funny
Happy birthday!
How much more can you take?
But your friends are hungry
So just cut the stupid cake

Happy birthday!
Happy birthday!
Happy birthday, dear...

(We forgot your name =/)
credits: yunhao's blog (:

HAHA yes i know you absolutely LOVED the song. (: wheeee. xD

oh and one last thing.
❤ I LOVE YOU! ❤ (as a friend of course xP)

yes okay im going to sleep now! ^^
bye all! (:

2008-08-18T22:45:00.003+08:00

hello people.
as i as taking a break from the stoopid physics thingum, i did a random quiz on my friend's bloggie. (:

Your Career Type: Enterprising

You are engertic, ambitious, and sociable.

Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas.

You would make an excellent:

Auctioneer - Bank President - Camp Director

City Manager - Judge - Lawyer

Recreation Leader - Real Estate Agent - Sales Person

School Principal - Travel Agent - TV Newscaster

The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like mathematician or architect.

What's Your Ideal Career?

i wanna be a lawyer. BINGO. (:

byebye dajia. ^O^

2008-08-17T18:47:00.000+08:00

GO SINGAPORE!

2008-08-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

i know this comes late but ohwells...

HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

haha i love you! wheeeeeeee.
yay okay i want to sleep now bye bye people. oyasuminasai!

^.^

2008-08-09T00:25:00.009+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

omgomgomgomgomg im damn high now cuz i just went 'home' from FIR concert :D :D :D

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

omgomgomg i tell you i tell you a-qing is HOTTT. and omgomgomg he was standing only 10 m away from us throughout the whole concert! HAHHAHAHHA oh btw 'us' meaning me, siwei and liuyi. ^^ whee whee omg i tell you then he was so cool! ^^ HAHAHHAHAHAHA.
oh but i think im semi-deaf now. cuz the concert was so LOUDD. and cuz we were front row people the amps were kinda directly in front of us. hahahaha ohwells. oh oh and then right after the concert we went BACKSTAGE. ^^ and we took a picture with FIR! shall upload it here when i receive it (:

AHH my face is a little blocked by liuyi's... but ohwells nevermind! :D

OH AND A-QING WAS STANDING NEXT TO ME WHEN WE TOOK PICTURE. (as you can see from the above) HAHAHAHAHAHA. omgomgomgomgomgomg and yes im still high from it as you can see ^^ =D HAHAHAHHAHA.

whee whee yes yumi is jealous! over the phone she was like 'walaooo aye walaoooo' HAHAHHAHAHA. so funny (: oh and sorry to all people who wanted me to get autographs for you all... they kinda didnt let us... ): so yeahhs. sorry sorry.

yes i shall go play some stuff now to entertain myself. BYEBYE DAJIA.

FIR ROCK ON! xD

(green is stuff added on after uploading the picture. (: )